Feb 23 to Feb 28

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February 24.

Woke up in the morning feeling a bit angry and dizzy. Felt scared. I had two bad dreams back to back. One involved my mother setting the whole house on fire. And the other involved me dying, I don't know by what way. 

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I find this song very inspiring. 

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Edited February 24, 2022 by Preety_India

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I need to do my podcast exercise. 

<collect stuff from other journals >

 

Edited February 24, 2022 by Preety_India

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One thing I need to do is collect information. 

 

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I need to do my podcast exercise. <collect stuff from other journals >

One thing I need to do is collect information. 

 

 

 

On 21/02/2022 at 6:08 PM, Preety_India said:

Based on the above post, major questions 

? What prevents you from doing personal development work? 

 

?How to organize, schedule and coordinate your effort in the right direction to achieve your goals? 

 

? How to cultivate different forms  of intelligence? 

 

? How to motivate myself to get results? 

 

?How to navigate through self help and filter information correctly? 

 

? How to stop feeling blank and unmotivated? 

 

?How to love myself? 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited February 24, 2022 by Preety_India

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Trademark for my new blog

 

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Answers for questions

 

 

?What prevents you from doing personal development work? 

Lethargy, unwillingness, lack of motivation, lack of direction, lack of discipline 

 

?How to organize, schedule and coordinate your effort in the right direction to achieve your goals? 

I cannot coordinate at all. 

? How to cultivate different forms  of intelligence? 

My IQ is not very high in different areas. I need to improve this area. 

 

? How to motivate myself to get results? 

This has been a huge problem. Lack of motivation. 

?How to navigate through self help and filter information correctly? 

I never categorize information as per my needs. 

? How to stop feeling blank and unmotivated? 

I often feel like I have no direction and I end up feeling blank. 

?How to love myself? 

I don't push myself enough to love myself.. 

 

Edited February 24, 2022 by Preety_India

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What prevents you from doing personal development work? 

Lethargy, unwillingness, lack of motivation, lack of direction, lack of discipline 

Work on blockages 

?How to organize, schedule and coordinate your effort in the right direction to achieve your goals? 

I cannot coordinate at all. 

Coordinate effort 

? How to cultivate different forms  of intelligence? 

My IQ is not very high in different areas. I need to improve this area. 

Improve intelligence 

? How to motivate myself to get results? 

This has been a huge problem. Lack of motivation. 

Motivate yourself harder 

 

?How to navigate through self help and filter information correctly? 

I never categorize information as per my needs. 

Customize and filter information to needs

 

? How to stop feeling blank and unmotivated? 

I often feel like I have no direction and I end up feeling blank. 

Have a sense of direction

 

?How to love myself? 

I don't push myself enough to love myself..

Push yourself to cultivate self love

 

 

 

 

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Some dividers for this journal. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited February 24, 2022 by Preety_India

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Some gifs to use. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited February 24, 2022 by Preety_India

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Lmao Leo comes at 10 pm. 

 

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Russian Roulette. 

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I'm looking forward to dancing at a party, getting drunk and forgetting the world. Just pure detachment. I mean you have nothing to worry when you are drunk right. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

And next day I want white teeth toooooooo

 

 

 

Edited February 24, 2022 by Preety_India

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Read these lyrics to get myself into weekend party mode. 

 

Overview

Lyrics

Videos

Listen

Main results

Hoo ha, hoo ha
Na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na
"Have you ever been in love?"
Hooah

He's my best friend, best of all best friends
Do you have a best friend too
It tickles in my tummy, he's so yummy, yummy
Hey, you should get a best friend too

Hoo ha, hoo ha

Hello baby, can I see a smile
I'm going to a party and its gonna be wild (okay)
Can I come, I am sitting alone
No, friends are never alone (that's right)

Maybe some pretty girls are in your world
Excuse me, I could also be your girl
Lately everyone is making fun
Na na na na na na na na na na na (hooah)

He's my best friend, best of all best friends
Do you have a best friend too
It tickles in my tummy, he's so yummy, yummy
Hey, you should get a best friend too (my best friend)

Hoo ha, hoo ha
Hoo ha, hoo ha
Na na na na na na na na na na na
Hoo ha, hoo ha

Aloha baby, let's go to the beach
Yeah, girls in bikini are waiting for me (uh-huh)
But I was hoping for a summer romance
So why can't you take a chance (okay)

Maybe some pretty girls are in your world
Excuse me, I could also be your girl
Lately everyone is making fun
Na na na na na na na na na na na (hooah)

He's my best friend, best of all best friends
Do you have a best friend too
It tickles in my tummy, he's so yummy, yummy
Hey, you should get a best friend too (my best friend)

Hoo ha, hoo ha
Hoo ha, hoo ha (hoo ha, hoo ha)
Na na na na na na na na na na na

Maybe some pretty girls are in your world
Excuse me (yeah), I could also be your girl
Lately everyone is making fun
Let's get this party on
Hit me with laser gun

Ooh whoa whoa
Come on, boys (hoo ha, hoo ha)
Ooh whoa whoa
You should get a best friend too

He's my best friend, best of all best friends
Do you have a best friend too
It tickles in my tummy, he's so yummy, yummy
Hey, you should get a best friend too (my best friend)

Hoo ha, hoo ha
Hoo ha, hoo ha (he's so sweet)
Na na na na na na na na na na na

 

 

Edited February 24, 2022 by Preety_India

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I am the candyman
(Oh) Coming from bounty land
(Oh) I am the candyman
(Oh) Coming from bounty land

I wish that you were my lollipop
Sweet things, I will never get enough
If you show me to the sugar tree
Will you give me a soda pop for free

Come with me, honey
I'm your sweet sugar candyman
Run like the wind
Fly with me to bounty land
Bite me, I'm yours
If you're hungry, please understand
This is the end of
The sweet sugar candyman

Oh my love, I know you are my candyman
And oh my love, your word is my command
Oh my love, I know you are my candyman
And oh my love, let us fly to bounty land

You are my lollipop
(Oh) Sugar sugar top
(Oh) You are my lollipop
(Oh) Sugar sugar top

I wish that I were a bubblegum
Chewing on me baby, all day long
I will be begging for sweet delight
Until you say I am yours tonight

Come with me, honey
I'm your sweet sugar candyman
Run like the wind
Fly with me to bounty land
Bite me, I'm yours
If you're hungry, please understand
This is the end of
The sweet sugar candyman

Oh my love, I know you are my candyman
And oh my love, your word is my command
Oh my love, I know you are my candyman
And oh my love, let us fly to bounty land

Oh my love, I know you are my candyman
And oh my love, your word is my command
Oh my love, I know you are my candyman
And oh my love, let us fly to bounty land

I am the candyman
Coming from bounty land
I am the candyman
Coming from bounty land
Coming from bounty land

Oh my love, I know you are my candyman
And oh my love, your word is my command
Oh my love, I know you are my candyman
And oh my love, let us fly to bounty land

You are my lollipop
(Oh) Sugar sugar top
(Oh) You are my lollipop
(Oh) Sugar sugar top

 

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Would I like to get drugged? 

I feel like. Not drugs that are harmful. But drugs that would make me feel calm. 

I would like to imagine a place where I would like to get drugged and dance. 

 

 

Like Leo's video burning through karma. 

I wanted to get naked and let loose and dance like there's no tomorrow.. Maybe dance sexy in the rain. I am so horny when I do that. 

 

 

In essence, I wanna get drunk 

 

I'm so horny sometimes 

Ways of saying someone is drunk - Intermediate

Tipsy.

Merry.

Pissed / sloshed.

Tanked up.

Drunk as a skunk.

Legless.

Wrecked / hammered.

Out for the count.

 

This music is good.

Edited February 24, 2022 by Preety_India

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After getting drunk I want to slump in bed. 

 

Edited February 25, 2022 by Preety_India

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There's something to gain from both positive and negative experiences. 

Sometimes I feel very hurt by all the ego games, power games and social games that people play. 

There should be like a pendulum between skepticism and stress. 

 

 

Codependency is not love. 

Control is not love 

True love is very liberating 

 

 

You need to have love in life, in your mind, in your personality.

I'm not talking about romantic love 

I'm not talking about self love 

I'm talking about just love

Is there love in your life? How does it look like or manifest in your life? 

 

 

There are a lot of megalomaniac madmen in society. 

Don't become their victims 

 

 

 

 

Edited February 25, 2022 by Preety_India

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The concept of the hero in a stage red society.