Keep on wanting to imagine problems, scenarios, concepts

[PepperBlossoms]

There is an addiction to wanting to imagine what else to think about in terms of ego, spiral dynamics, infinity, nonduality, reality, etc.

It is like the mind keeps on making up problems and scenarios to keep it busy and give it something to do, something to value, etc. as it is here in this infinite realm - to keep it occupied when there isn't anything happening other than the imagination/context it is creating.

We are imaging scenarios and get lost in those and forget about infinity and then see the meta of the scenario and go back to infinity and the back and forth pendulum of falling asleep and forgetting and then waking up and remembering.

The mind is curious for more - like hungry for food, craving to be mind blown.

The mind wants to create more theories and claim more epiphanies for understanding reality when one may never be able to fully understand it but yet it does so anyway.

The imagination is like an imagined escape from the imagined responsibilities of the imagined work/social/survival game.