Sombre(Defeated >)

[Preety_India]

So how are things? 

Don't know. I just feel alone. 

 

Edited August 10, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

Suddenly my own vulnerability screams at me. 

Why do I feel uneasy? 

Like not in a good place. 

I feel like I'm going into a deep deep hole, never to come out of. 

I just don't want anything. Because even wanting something is a sin. 

How are you supposed to feel when you realize nobody truly gives a fuck about you? 

 

[Preety_India]

 

I wrote this in my own handwriting. That was so cool. Little things. 

 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

I try not to stay sad all the time. I try to be happy with little things. 

Life is anyway short. 

[Preety_India]

Where I knew that wherever I go, I'll bump into social media people, I'm just not those types but this is my destiny. 

[Preety_India]

I just don't like this guy's language. Something is so off about it. 

I don't like anything. 

Some sort of condescending thing going on that is making me more nervous and upset. 

 

I just hate everything even more now. 

 

The more I discover the worse it makes me feel. 

I just want to close off and pull into me. Like a deep dark hole that I don't wish to crawl out of. 

I feel claustrophobic here. 

I feel like I'm surrounded by walls that won't budge.. 

I'll never speak on the forum again ever. 

I don't want to. 

Something keeps hurting me inside. 

I feel miserable. 

 

It feels like fucking pain. 

I feel insulted, humiliated. 

I feel like a joke. 

I feel like a loser.