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On 04/02/2021 at 10:27 PM, Preety_India said:

I have been  imagining a girl in my dreams for the past few days and today I woke up and saw this clothing store ad girl and she looks exactly like that

 

 

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Then I imagined her in a room like a dark room or underground place standing next to black chalkboards and a table. 

She was kinda lecturing me on something and we both were talking about certain problems in society. 

 

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And there were messages written on the chalkboard that said "closure" and "wrapped up" 

It reminded me that whenever I was dealing with a situation, i would want to get to the bottom of it, I would closure and move on in peace only after wrapping up that situation/segment/episode /incident in my life. 

 

On 04/02/2021 at 11:04 PM, Preety_India said:

So I imagine this girl in a room lecturing me. 

It felt good because we both were discussing issues and solutions to those issues. 

She was like the quirky girl minus the orange shirt. 

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I will call this the brainstorming room with Miss B. B for brainstorming. 

 

 

 

 

 


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We can heal together in prayer. 

I always wanted to be a part of a prayer community. 

 

The sufferers, the empaths, the survivors and the Samaritans, these are the group I want to be a part of. 

I believe true spirituality lies in compassion and God is the highest embodiment of compassion and empathy. 

In God I trust. 

I believe God heals with his tremendous grace and mercy. 

True spirituality lies in believing in God and following his path. 

Humanity is crap. It's the whole red zone on the map full of vices, narcissism, selfishness and hatred, malice and indifference. 

The only people who truly care are the survivors, Samaritans, empaths, and sufferers. 

And these people are Godward. 

 

They will never have peace as long as they live among the rest of humanity. 

They will gain peace only when they come to God. 

They are like Bhagat, the hindu word for a devotee or the one who dedicates their life to bhakti or devotion or worship of God. 

 

These are the good doers and the ones with good intentions and they are the true Samaritans of the world. The saviors of sufferers. The truth seekers and warriors. 

They rebel against the world, against society and against human nature and its vices and so they are hated, persecuted, demonized, slandered and treated with hate and disdain, a contempt for their good character. 

These people are innocent and noble with no bad intent or guilt 

 

 


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The best way to live is to create peace. 

Peace can only exist in divinity. 

Peace can only exist when a heart is peaceful and wants good for everyone. 

Samaritans want to create peace. 

God is a huge force in this world whose power is unprecedented. 

 


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I believe that God lives within us and through us 

 

Unfortunately God dies in those who cannot have compassion or those who are being victimized and immobilized by life to the point that they have forgotten to invoke God. 

Thus there are people who knowingly sabotage God and those that are simply cut off from God because of their deep suffering and inability to receive God. 

Those who reject God in their conscience by defeating compassion already have their road paved to hell with both good and bad intentions. 

Those who are unable to seek God because of being lost in misery need God more than anyone and need God to knock on their door. They need a direction. They need Samaritans. They need God to support them. 

 


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Unfortunately the victims in this world die out and God is unable to reach them because the distance is so huge, God cannot connect through them because of the empty vacuum created between God and that person. 

They eventually die because of their extensive suffering. 

But if they reach God, they can still heal 

 

The ones without conscience are relegated to purgatory. 

Divine intervention can only happen when you seek divine intervention. This is the path to spirituality. 

God comes to those who seek him. 

This is the way of God. 

Spiritual forces exist only in places where they are invoked 

 

There's something about spirituality that is unbeatable and stays unlimited through time and space. 

It is eternal. It stays forever. 

It becomes holy. It becomes sacred. Even physical forces cannot overcome it. 

 


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The goddess that I'm going to worship is my own creation. 

The one that was previously created was Aaaak.

Aaaak is not an Indian God.. Just a tribal God. 

The next thing I'm going to create is the female equivalent of the male and I'll call it Agnijal. 

It is similar to Kali but not dangerous. 

 

 

 

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Goddess Agnijal 

 

Agni is fire and jal is water 

 

 

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This is the ancient well of the Goddess Agnijal 

 

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There's water in this well

 The water contains souls of the good Samaritans who have departed

Praying to the Goddess and the well helps in connecting with the spirits of deceased Samaritans and their goodness. 

The ritual involves praying with a candle which  represents fire 

This candle ignites divine or spiritual passion that is necessary for Samaritans to carry out good work. 

Samaritans are the blue spots on the map. 

After prayer with a candle /fire one has to pray to the well that is to the souls of the Samaritans. 

Fire represents passion and strength. Spiritual strength. Divine strength. 

And water represents souls and the intentions and the love, embrace, blessings, grace of the Samaritans of the past who are not here anymore but their essence is here. They are not here because they died in the service of humanity and sufferers. 

 


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The latest set of Gods I had developed are Param, Aaaak, Agnijal. 

And the last is kali. 

 

 

  • Param
  • Aaaak
  • Agnijal
  • kali

 

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There is a certain sacredness to these statues. 

When you stand in front of these statues you kinda feel it. 

 

What do these Gods do. 

They heal suffering for me. 

I can tell. 

God Param stands for heavenly beauty. I can dance every morning in front of him. 

 

God Aaaak  stands for mystery and justice. For seriousness, conscience, conscientiousness and integrity. He is the ultimate masculine leader with great moral virtues and integrity. A truth seeker. Annoy him and you annoy the universe. 

 

Goddess Agnijal is about many things 

  • Strength
  • Divine power 
  • Mercy 
  • Divine passion
  • Help 
  • Saviour 
  • Upliftment 
  • Divine assistance 
  • Guide
  • Empathy 
  • Healing 
  • Solving 
  • Motivation 
  • Energy 
  • Sacredness 
  • Mystique and mystery 
  • Hope
  • Peace
  • Love
  • Caring 
  • Support
  • Grace and blessings 

 

Goddess kali stands for 

  • Protection of weak and fragile 
  • Destroyer of bullies and bad things 
  • Freeing those who are facing injustice or enslaved 
  • Mamma Bear personality 
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Personal prayer will be for me. 

Universal prayer will be for global Samaritans, empaths and sufferers. I'll call these the Godward people. These include 

 

  • survivors,
  • Samaritans,
  • empaths,
  • and sufferers. 

The general collective word for all these people will be Samaritans since they have good intentions. 

 

Personal prayer (prayer for me) 

 

Universal prayer (prayer for global Samaritans) 

 

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Personal prayer (prayer for me) 

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Agnijal, the Goddess of divine strength 

help me with my ordeal in my personal life. Give me strength and courage and comfort. Tell old Samaritans to bless me with their love and grace and assistance (from the well). Bring me your joy. Fill me with your divine spiritual passion. Give me energy. 

 

 

Universal prayer (prayer for global Samaritans) 

 

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Agnijal, the Goddess of divine strength, please help fellow Samaritans all over the world, as they continue to strive, struggle, battle and suffer. Be there to protect similar souls who need your strength to survive, flourish and help each other. Help them send love to each other and find hope through each other's struggles and efforts 

 

 

 

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Keywords to focus on

 

Reality Beauty Love Peace Cognizance

 love,  happiness and stability, motivation and stimulation 

 love

care

 belonged

happy and peaceful 

Intelligence 

 

 

Love

Beauty 

Peace 

Happiness 

Intelligence 

Belongingness 

Stability 

Motivation 

Stimulation 

Cognizance 

Reality 

 

 


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