Rap lyrics

[Preety_India]

More fake shit! 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

Fake fake fake fake fake Fake fake, 

The real ones are dead and gone long ago. 

Same thing happened to R&B and Pop. 

 

[Preety_India]

Bwahahahahahahahahah

 

 

[Preety_India]

 

Bruh, you gotta be real to be an MC!!!! 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

So basically they have a career, but they don't even write their own lyrics. Erm. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

When you create shit like that, it needs to have some deeper meaning, some substance, some depth, some character. 

Not shallow party stuff. 

 

[Preety_India]

 

Go do stuff that builds character 

Learn a new language 

Get in the gym 

Learn how to cook

Volunteer 

Learn a new instrument 

Watch my YouTube channel 

Get your mental health right 

 

Watch educational content. 

Someone can actually use the educational content, take action and hopefully improve their life

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

2 minutes ago, BlackMaze said:

You will grow through it. It's a fucking spiritual practice imo. The joy this can give you is crazy. Music in all forms is healing. 

Agree

[Preety_India]

3 minutes ago, BlackMaze said:

Party stuff is where hip hop started yo. Nice that you enjoy it.

Nothing wrong with party stuff, but like Tupac predicted in this video (guy was a legend), he knew much of hip hop will have party stuff and that's when he called it out and said it's okay to listen to that but don't mistake it for hardcore. 

Tupac being real and ahead of his time back then in his interview. 

 

[Preety_India]

 

 

[Preety_India]

@Preety_India

The other day I was thinking about. 

I don't remember. Shucks

 

Something like maturity. 

 

I should have jotted down when I got the thought. 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

One word was venting.. Yes. Venting was very important. Internal release is what I will call it. 

But at the same time learning, developing and maturity is important as well 

Survival and maturity. Yes yes yes.... In the past few days I wrote a rap lyric which I will write here later or some day, I wrote it in my private journal and it was inspired by Tupac. 

 

And those rap lyrics were deep in spirituality and the truth I came to through that exploration was that life is about survival and maturity and emotional intelligence/emotional innocence. 

So yes, vent as much as you can and want. Release as much as you want. 

But remember survival and maturity. 

 

[Preety_India]

I also wanted to write about love hip hop and sad hip hop songs. 

 

[Preety_India]

@Preety_India  one thing that I wanted to say to myself and make a firm resolve about was that I was never going to talk to anyone on here except those who casually talk to me. There's just no need to. 

I'm over and done with the dating section. I don't need it any more because my relationship Timeline came to an abrupt halt with my latest breakup (with Andrew). I've partially healed from the breakups with Andrew and Joseph so I can move on now and I don't have to ask questions regarding my relationships in the dating section anymore. 

All those dreams related to romance in life will be fulfilled in another world, a more perfect world. Not this one. (Stupid bitch) 

This world is only for survival and dealing with everyday and long term situations and problems. Pretty hardcore if you ask me. 

And not just dating, I'm pretty much done with the world in general as well. 

It's too much for me. Feels like torment 

 

Edited April 11, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

@Preety_India in a way, I have found refuge in rap 

 

Both rap music and lyrics. 

There is a healing quality to it. 

I need a ton of healing and rejuvenation. 

I need a ton of mending and venting. 

I need a ton of isolation and freedom 

 

I need a ton of space to cope. 

And I need a ton of growth, motivation and love post healing. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

@Preety_India basically I need a factory reset. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

@Preety_India

Sometimes I feel like life should be led very scientifically and mechanically because that would make more sense than the tragicomical emotional chaotic lives that we lead.

We have a biological body after all 

That would only make more sense. 

 

You become honorable in the eyes of God and God will reward you, trust me. 

 

[Preety_India]

@Preety_India

I have to admit that talking to myself in this manner has been very satisfying. 

Better than arguing with others 

 

 

[Preety_India]

What does a black man represent to me? 

To me a black man is a struggler. I'm a struggler too. Anyone who is born in poverty is a struggler. 

I sometimes relate to the struggles of a black man, of course I'm a woman, so there are certain male aspects that  I won't relate to, yet the struggles with poverty and dysfunctional families, lack of love, lack of social dignity and support, aspects like these is what I relate to. 

I can understand what it means to be born in a family of dysfunction where survival becomes difficult and society doesn't help. 

Problems that an average black man/poor black man as to deal with 

* poverty 

* race 

* racial discrimination 

* police 

* jail 

* prison 

* lack of employment 

* lack of education 

* family issues/ dysfunctional mother, absent father 

* gangs 

* fights, street fights 

* false detention 

* guns and violence 

* crack and drugs 

* drug dealers and hustlers 

* robberies 

* crimes 

* toxic women 

*pimps 

*prostitution /strip clubs 

* lack of productivity 

Of course every black man doesn't need to deal with this. But some have to. 

I consider the black man as a symbol of struggle/struggler. 

 

Because they are born to struggle by virtue of their race. They are born into misery because that's what their history created for them. 

Yet a black man has to pull himself through this struggle all on his own because the world won't help him just like the world won't help me. 

The black man feels isolated just the way i feel isolated. 

The black man's struggles mirror the struggles of millions of strugglers around the world even though they don't belong to the black race.. Of course all struggles aren't necessarily race related, but struggles could still have something to do with identity. For example, poor people might suffer in a third world country in Asia, this is neatly tied to their position and identity as a "poor person" in the social hierarchy in that country. 

I call myself a "blunder." what does this mean? This means that I consider myself a sufferer in life. When I tracked my whole journey through life, I saw myself struggling very hard at every point just to make ends meet and be able to survive both financially and emotionally. I realized over time, that if my struggles never seem to end, then this what my fate is bound to suffer, it won't really be free of struggles. It will be this way because it was meant to be this way. This acceptance requires a lot of fortitude of character. It's not easy. Such acceptance is however necessary to be to understand that reality is harsh and there is nothing airy fairy about finding a solution to my life's problems. 

So i have relinquished the whole idea of a beautiful fairy life. It won't happen. If it has always been a struggle so far, it will probably this way for the rest of my life as well. What I need is acceptance 

However acceptance of the brutality of your own  life is not the same as complacency. You don't become complacent just because you accept your fate. You only realize that you are no longer living a delusion or daydreaming. You're sufficiently prepared to understand and absorb reality. This also means that you are better prepared, more realistically prepared to deal with the current and future situations of your life. 

I see the same with the struggles of a black man, doomed at birth to a life of struggles and pain, in poverty which is already a curse, and then having to deal with the consequences of being in situations where no door opens for you, desperation and frustration take center stage in your life since young age, survival becomes more important than living, everything begins to hurt your pride, because you have been demeaned and devalued for the longest time all along. Everything begins to hurt.