Talking to God

[Preety_India]

 

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[Preety_India]

God

I just want to feel at peace.. 

I want to end my life. 

I don't want this anymore. 

I'm too tired of everything. 

Of this fucking life 

Show me a way out of this trap or set me free and let me die. 

Call me back. 

Allow me to live in peace or let me die 

I can't take no more. 

Nobody can help me 

 

Whenever I tried anything, it failed. 

 

Please save me from this private hell. 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

 

 

 

Nobody wants me

Nobody likes me 

Nobody loves me 

 

 

That's the reality of my life and will always be that way. 

 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

 

This song perfectly describes me and my state of mind. 

This song is how I feel all the time. 

The song is me, the words describe me, the music describes me. 

 

This song is very close to my heart 

This song is my life, the words are my life and that music is my life. 

 

 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

I don't think I will die tonight. No I don't. 

I think i have a long time to go. 

But all the suicidal thoughts I have are very bothersome. 

It's like I'm waiting for my death and placing a bet on it. 

It's terrible. 

At this point, everything feels terrible. 

I'm in a deep dark place of my life and escape seems difficult. 

 

[Preety_India]

All I can do is pray to God to get me out of this. 

I'm literally going through hell.