Romantic Melancholy

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. Teardrops of love are beautiful. 

 

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Whenever I hear goodbyes, remind me baby of you

I break down and cry, next time I'll be true, yeah

Fever for lost romance, remind me baby of you

And I took a crazy chance

Next time I'll be true

Footsteps on the dance floor (Remind me baby of you)

Teardrops in my eyes (Next time I'll be true, yeah)

Whispers in the powder room

She cries on every tune

When I'm dancin' 'round, remind me baby of you

I really let you down, next time I'll be true, yeah

I took a crazy chance

She cries on every tune

Footsteps on the dance floor (Remind me baby of you)

Teardrops in my eyes (Next time I'll be true, yeah)

Whispers in the powder room

She cries on every tune

And the music don't feel like it did

When I felt it with…

 

 

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Is there a crazy chance I can be with you 

 

 

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To Porco 

 

I love you so much. You are my fantasy lover. My imaginary lover. 

You are my boyfriend. I'm mad for you. 

I can't l

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I'm going to be posting some hindi songs that I really really love. Mostly oldies. 

 

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Sometimes I just cry. 

 

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Sadness is my melody. It's the cup I want to fill. 

 

I am done with the phase of expecting better things in life. 

Life is too cumbersome. 

You get fucked over some way or the other.

Everything was stolen from me. Literally everything. 

Now what is left other than a living caracas..

What should I do now? 

Whats left of me other than a ravaged beauty waiting to escape the darkness of this world? 

All I can say is this. 

You're going to be fucked over even if a person is nice. It just doesn't matter. No point in blaming others. 

This is how life is. 

A play of humanity. 

 

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The only thing I have learned is to let go. 

To never let myself get stolen. To never let my character be muddied by experiences in life. To never become bitter. 

To stay the way I was born. 

I had this tacit innocence about me. I want to keep it that way. I don't want to lose who I was just because of a shitty life. That's the least I can do in being brave with my circumstances. 

I don't want to corrupt myself. 

I'm seeking solace in sadness. Not the destroying kind of sadness 

A sadness that brings me closer to myself in periods of loneliness. 

I'll always be a lonewolf and I know that  

 

 

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Human connection cannot satisfy me anymore and I have understood all of that. 

So no point. 

I hate how quickly I have to come to conclusions in life.

Then what is it? 

It's spirits and guides, animal energies and human energies that will help me out. 

Those  that are twinkling in the sky will take care of me. 

I can a simply give into reckless abandon. 

 

And leave everything to the stars.