Self Hate

[Preety_India]

Dealing with self Hate and coping with it 

 

 

[Preety_India]

Sometimes I feel like self hate is important. 

Because sometimes tired of thinking that there are bad things in this world. 

There is a certain satisfaction in self deprecation and self hate. 

In self nihilism. 

 

Sometimes it's a form of sad satisfaction, a peaceful satisfaction in blaming the self. 

Because that way there is no tension of blaming other people. Not this need to feel butthurt or ego hurt. A weird sensation of satisfaction in defeating the ego of the self and hating it. 

This self hate is worthy, it's beneficial to cope with desperate circumstances when there is a need for self pity arising from the pain of being hated 

When you hate your own self, will the hate from other people Really hurt That much?? 

I think it will lessen that hurt and pain. 

Maybe self hate is a pathway to liberation. 

 

[Preety_India]

This week I'm dealing with the feelings of 

• Self hate 
• Death of the self or self is an illusion 
• Awareness 
• Freedom and liberation 
• Loneliness 
• Acceptance 
• Coming to peace 

 

[Preety_India]

I am rapidly developing into a different person this week.. 

A complete shift in my personality. 

I'm suddenly become very very matured and taking a big leap in terms of maturity. 

 

Ever since I decided that I will accept things as they are in this world, I have suddenly become very matured. 

 

A silent maturity has crept into me

 

 

I don't feel the same anymore. 

 

Preety has changed. Probably for the better. 

 

Preety I'm so proud of you. Of what you have eventually become. You have finally reached the cusp of spiritual maturity where you have understood what life is about. 

No more tension. 

 

No more stress.