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This is  a unique concept that delves into the darkness of the human mind. 

 


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sodhaumbher is both a dark entity as well as an affliction or disease.  

It arises in the forest. Deep in the forest in the shape of a spooky skull. 

 

 


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This is a fictional story. 

Sodhaumbher attacks the blood and vitality of humans and animals. 

Whenever there is a dark energy its sodhaumbher. 

Humanity is being devoured by the sodhaumbher. It's enslaving the minds of humans. 

We no longer trust each other. We have problems, disasters, jealousy, greed. 

The sodhaumbher shows up everytime someone is greedy. This affliction spreads like a cancer.. It's a silent disease that starts somewhere in the forest and spreads everywhere slowly. 
 

 Sodhaumbher causes eternal starvation. It leads to pyschic death . But when you see through the games of sodhaumbher, it crumbles. 

One has to be aware. One needs to have empathy. 
Everytime a greedy businessman causes the death of a person, its sodhaumbher. 

 Notes to myself 

Whenever you ask for compassion and empathy and the other person fails to listen or offer compassion, it's because of sodhaumbher. They are afflicted. Forgive them. 

Everytime you tell someone that destruction is bad, but they justify it, its because of sodhaumbher. 

Everytime there is discrimination between people and lack of harmony, it's because sodhaumbher. 

Everytime you feel used by a person for their gains its because of sodhaumbher. 

And whenever someone manipulates you with fear mongering and guilt tripping against your own goodwill, it's sodhaumbher. 



 

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Sodhaumbher operates in Great tenacity in environments ruled by greed, ego, narcissism, low consciousness, cheaper,  materialistic hedonism and shallowness. 

What's the opposite of sodhaumbher. 

 


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The energy of sodhaumbher is negative, critical, devouring, passive, unempathetic, hostile. 

It causes people to play social games. 

I need to come up with a word for social games. 

I will call it abedemus. This means all sorts of the variety of social illusions and games that are a byproduct of the shadow of sodhaumbher. 

What is the one key to combating sodhaumbher and abedemus.. 

A benevolent high conscious force.. 

 

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The opposite of sodhaumbher is vraagt. 

Vraagt is the sprinkling of joy, beauty, love, peace happiness, compassion, empathy. 

It emerges in the forest as well. 

It gives freedom from abedemus. 

One way to activate Vraagt is to visualize the hindu yantra shown below. 

 

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Sodhaumbher causes abedemus.  

Whereas vraagt brings peace and the opposite of abedemus happens which is vraanenus.  It's the vraanenic lifestyle which is promoted by vraagt. 

Vraanenic can also be vranenic. 

 

What vranenic mean?

Vranenic = fountain of yantric  joy and love. 

How to receive yantric joy. 

First you need to consider yourself as a receiving vessel or container. Like a bowl or trough. 

 

 

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Consider the yantra symbol to be a chess board.  

Each block on the chess board represents a certain element or way of life. 

This yantric  system protects you from the malefic effects of the abedemus or sodhaumbher.  

 

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The blocks, gray and white can consist of different things.  

The white blocks represent things that increase or facilitate or enhance your mental energy. 

The gray blocks represent things that  decrease your mental energy. They drain your mental energy. 

The gray blocks represent things that you should not  be doing -example eating junk food. 

The gray block also represent things that are like a double edged sword - for example socializing which can be both good and or toxic. So in such a case, you only do the good part or engage in the beneficial part and avoid the toxic part. 

The gray blocks also represent uncharted territory that is things that are not yet experienced which you need to get a brush with,  not getting fully immersed into such experiences to come out bruised or burned or damaged, but just a whiff of what's going on, for example a current social trend, just as a precautionary measure so that you are aware of all the bad things that are going on in your environment so that you can easily avoid such things. But to know if it's toxic or not, you need at least a brushing, if not a full fledged experience.  

The white blocks represent all the positive and beneficial elements of life. Even activities. 

The gray blocks represent everything that is either harmful or needs to be avoided. 

 

 

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This yantra is definitely helping me. 

 

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I feel like more and more aspects and elements of the world are drawing on this yantra. 

 

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Anything outside of the yantra is draining of mental energy. 

I like this curious picture. Screams sodhaumbher. 

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Anything outside of the yantra chessboard is a predator prey dynamic. 

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This is one of the right ways to deal with a double edged sword

 

When you are livewired to Source, channel it.

When your brain begins to melt, take a break.

The wisdom, as always, is the Middle Way.


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When people find shitty ways to demonize you, it's called gas lighting.. 


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Swiper, No Swiping

 

 

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This yantra technique is definitely helpful

It grounds me when I look at the picture. 

The picture is so beautiful. 

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I love this picture. I feel like gazing it for hours. It's so intricate. 

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I'm done here anyhow. Have a good one.

 

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Because I want to be more holistically connected. 

 

 

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Da -  orange 

Sbei - blue 

DNS -   orange 

Ccd -  blue 

Dba -  orange 

Eh -  blue 

Dgf - orange 

Pm -  blue 

Dd -  orange 

 

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You get protection from the malefic influences of sodhaumbher. 

 


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On 15/02/2021 at 1:28 AM, Preety_India said:

February 15th 2021. 

My spiritual contemplation is almost coming to an end after 3.5 years of intense struggle. 

Now my real spiritual journey begins. 

The real thing. 

It's time for me to retreat into intense spiritual practices for the rest of my life. 

This is what I really wanted. 

Dedicate my life to this. Today I take this decision. 

 

 

On 15/02/2021 at 1:34 AM, Preety_India said:

A new path to walk on. 

 

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On 15/02/2021 at 1:37 AM, Preety_India said:

In 7 days its my birthday.  And also a new beginning. 

 

 


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Today is February 17th. 2021.

Ive pretty much completed my Yantra technique. 

Yantra 

Mantra 

Tantra... Funny. 


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