What started the Universal self-consciousness?

[Breakingthewall]

11 hours ago, Adamq8 said:

How can it escape itself?

there is no possibility for it.

It is extremely frightening to recognize that being is one and you are it.

when you realize that reality is the only being that has no place to go because there is no place, or nothing to change because there is no time, just being,  immutable, eternal...like trapped. and you are ... the first time for me was pretty awful. little by little I am accepting that. It needs a mental adaptation: my ego mind have two fundamental willings: movement, exploring, and development in time. There are not. Forget that, i am here, no more. Serious thing.

Right now, at this very moment, we are that, what is. there's no more. and from that all this reality emanates, the dream. the mind is useless, it works at another frequency. your questions don't make sense. you have to give up the mind it seems. but one question remains: why does existence exist? Why I exist in the eternity, how is it possible!!? The human mind gets crazy after a glimpse of the absolute. 

Edited February 18, 2021 by Breakingthewall