Idealist?

[At awe]

1 hour ago, Innocence33 said:

My back then was heaven compared to now. So does many others. 

Now is not even 1/9th of the original state. 

Your Now is not ideal compared to when you're younger. 

@At awe

It cannot be created.

 

 

That is Your assumption... How would You /me know how it is supposed to be?