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So I had this insight this morning. 

 

About collective improvement. 

 

That each one of us is capable of evil and dark thoughts. 

 

But at the same time the only way to start the new path (the path to a spiritual life) is to give up our older selves and come completely clean, say out aloud all the lies and all the truths, not leave anything to speculation and scrub out the older self (the old narcissistic traits or behaviors or any bad mistakes, thoughts) and keep scrubbing out slowly slowly slowly slowly slowly slowly and becoming this new clean person ready to start a new path, a new life, a new spiritual life. 

 

And I think everyone who is ready to lead a moral life can do this. I will call this collective improvement. Instead of looking at things in a very black and white perspective where you think that a certain person has to be the devil who has to go through atonement and demonization with constant bullying and lynch mob pitchfork mentality, why not think that people are capable of positive change and become better people. 

 

When you blame someone and find someone to burn it's almost as if you're calling a fat person fat fat fat fat fat but you don't want them to lose that weight, you kinda want them to stay fat so you can keep calling them fat. 

 

But what if they change? Will you be able to appreciate this change? Or will you call this a ploy for sympathy or damage control. 

 

We're human beings and we have to accept human nature. To consider ourselves saints and Incapable of any error is an inherent form of narcissism in itself. 

 

To be able to understand and accept one's own flaws in their entirety and then take a pledge to move on and improve on those flaws, to become a better person after learning better, that's the right way to grow. 

 

To halt this growth in oneself and others is also narcissistic. 

 

What I find is that people will move on whether you call them good or bad. 

 

If you don't want to hop on the train of collective improvement, well it's your loss and you will be left behind with all your flaws because of your never ending self righteousness. 

 

If you think that you are smart, you're right all the time, you're the go to authority for everything in life, you're the best person, that you can never do wrong and that your judgement is always right, you're invincible, and you think that you will never do any wrong in life, you're basically setting up yourself for failure and blinding yourself to your own flaws and errors. 

 

Such people can never be a part of collective improvement.

 

Self righteousness is another thing that keeps us away from spirituality. 

 

 

 

I've realized that in order to change you have to be aware and accept human frailties and flaws. 

 

Also I've realized that evil will never be truly non existent. It will always be there. Evil will always be there. 

 

But like autism, evil is also on a spectrum. Even narcissism is on a spectrum. 

 

That means that some people do lesser evil and some people do greater evil. 

 

But those who do lesser evil are capable of overcoming it. 

 

But not those who are self righteous and engage in finger pointing behaviors because they can never overcome anything. They leave no room for it. 

 

I believe that we can all collectively improve and lead a sane moral life. I want to be able to create hope where people who do wrong things can improve and are open to improving rather than have this black and white mentality of one person being the devil and the other person is an angel. 

 

One thing that we would need is to clean house and completely shed the older skin in which we lived.. And then start new pure, clean fresh like pure fresh water. 

 

To me pure clean fresh water represents spirituality. 

 

You know how it feels. It is cleaning every dirt from your face and body. You have to clean your spirit in the same way as well. 

 

Your past mentality, your old beliefs, your narcissistic ways, your old bad behaviors, your flaws, when not scrubbed out, they become like a thick cloak over you and this thick cloak does not allow new light, new insight, new spiritual ways to penetrate you. You become impenetrable because of this layer of gunk of old skin (old mentality) over you.. If you keep this old mentality like that and don't get rid of it, it also interferes with your new path and makes your new path corrupted and redundant. There is no point in learning new spiritual techniques and enlightenment if your pre-enlightenment old patterns of thinking are going to remain the same. 

 

It's like... you know, before enlightenment chop wood carry water, and after enlightenment, chop wood carry water. 

 

I know it can mean something else but I don't like it in this context that you remain the same person with the same old beliefs. I won't call that spiritual growth. 

 

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Searching for that sense of normalcy. 

 


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Take comfort in a story 

Take comfort in a place 

Take comfort in a conversation 

 


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Words to remember 

  • Resist 
  • Diffuse 
  • Defeat
  • Fail 
  • Deflect 
  • Starve 
  • Cast out 
  • Don't give your energy 
  • Make it harder 
  • Be neutral 

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Posted 2 minutes ago · 

 

Good ethics and morals are important. 

 

Especially in stage Blue. 

 

 


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I was wondering about drinking hibiscus tea. 

 

 

 


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Tdp tea. The desert pride tea or primrose tea. 

 

Tea with dark pigment.. 

 

Tdp product. 

 

Concoctions. 

 

Fresh water 

 

Rambling conversation

 

 

  • Tdp tea
  • Concoctions 
  • Fresh water 
  • Ramblings
  • Tarot card readings 

 

Other activities 

  • Cooking 
  • Brewing 
  • Reading 
  • Tending garden 
  • Art 
  • Spiritual work 
  • Immersion work 
  • Health 
  • Healing 

 

 

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On 1/12/2021 at 5:17 PM, Preety_India said:

 

Tdp tea. The desert pride tea or primrose tea. 

 

Tea with dark pigment.. 

 

Tdp product. 

 

Concoctions. 

 

Fresh water 

 

Rambling conversation

 

 

  • Tdp tea
  • Concoctions 
  • Fresh water 
  • Ramblings
  • Tarot card readings 

 

Other activities 

  • Cooking 
  • Brewing 
  • Reading 
  • Tending garden 
  • Art 
  • Spiritual work 
  • Immersion work 
  • Health 
  • Healing 

 

 

4tifv2.jpg

 

4tift1.jpg

 

4tifos.jpg

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


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On 1/12/2021 at 5:17 PM, Preety_India said:

 

Tdp tea. The desert pride tea or primrose tea. 

 

Tea with dark pigment.. 

 

Tdp product. 

 

Concoctions. 

 

Fresh water 

 

Rambling conversation

 

 

  • Tdp tea
  • Concoctions 
  • Fresh water 
  • Ramblings
  • Tarot card readings 

 

Other activities 

  • Cooking 
  • Brewing 
  • Reading 
  • Tending garden 
  • Art 
  • Spiritual work 
  • Immersion work 
  • Health 
  • Healing 

 

 

4tifv2.jpg

 

4tift1.jpg

 

4tifos.jpg

 

 

 

Adding to the list 

 

Story building. 

 


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Learn to build a loop first and then stay in that loop. 

 


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  • Tdp tea. The desert pride tea or primrose tea. 

     

    Tea with dark pigment.. 

     

    Tdp product. 

     

    Concoctions. 

     

    Fresh water 

     

    Rambling conversation

     

     

    Tdp tea

    Concoctions 

    Fresh water 

    Ramblings

    Tarot card readings 

     

    Other activities 

    Cooking 

    Brewing 

    Reading 

    Tending garden 

    Art 

    Spiritual work 

    Immersion work 

    Health 

    Healing 

    Comprehensive story building article 

  • Astral projection, into another plane. 

  • Scrubbing out old things and patterns 

  • Learn to build a loop first and then stay in that loop. 

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  • Tdp tea. The desert pride tea or primrose tea. 

     

    Tea with dark pigment.. 

     

    Tdp product. 

     

    Concoctions. 

     

    Fresh water 

     

    Rambling conversation

     

     

    Tdp tea

    Concoctions 

    Fresh water 

    Ramblings

    Tarot card readings 

     

    Other activities 

    Cooking 

    Brewing 

    Reading 

    Tending garden 

    Art 

    Spiritual work 

    Immersion work 

    Health 

    Healing 

    Comprehensive story building article 

  • Astral projection, into another plane. 

  • Scrubbing out old things and patterns 

  • Learn to build a loop first and then stay in that loop. 

Also trth.. 


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Restructure yourself constantly and restructure your plans.. 


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I think some people belong to neither stage Blue nor stage Red. They are straight up Stage cu***t.

 

 

 

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I think there is always that subtle digging at each other and subtle shaming like a boss employee relationship and if you stood up, you get fired. 

 


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Everything is politics babe. 

 


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Romance is dark fantasy. 

 

I was thinking about the conveyor belt example. 

Multiple conveyor belts carrying humans and the outcome depends, that is the human you get as an outcome is dependent on the conveyor belt selection.. Each belt represents a different path. 


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Focus on improving a particular skill or a relationship with God. 

F*ck what people think. F*ck personal negativity. 

 

All social media people are pathetic losers. Always know that. 

 


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