Need suggestions for a coach to help me re-integrate back into the ‘material world’..

[pandaeyes]

Soo, I’ll try and make this as short as possible. I was about 2 years on the enlightenment path. Meditating 1-3 hours a day, a vipassana retreat, a couple of weeks out in the jungle doing ayahuasca, I wasn’t working, not going out or seeing people, no friends (was living abroad) and lost interest in women/sex, etc… and oh boy did I go deep… Seriously it got to the point where I didn’t care about anything anymore. I couldn’t even have conversations with people anymore. Nothing would come to mind, and when I would force myself to talk, I would just fizzle out. 

I realized I needed to start making money to afford some medical bills (some important medical condition I’m working on healing). I plan on healing my body and some emotional traumas I guess you can say. Then once that is good I plan on going back on the enlightenment path. There’s nothing like consciousness ❤️.

Since I made this decision to re-integrate myself I’m doing immensely better at handling life. But it’s still not enough. I’m still really struggling financially. It’s hard for me to find the motivation to find a good job (I have a bachelor’s degree, fyi). I started a business a few months ago, registered a domain, purchased a 1 year wordpress subscription and planned on building a wordpress site to sell my product, got hosting, and made a first small purchase of inventory; well since doing all that I never again sat down to finish making my site and haven’t sold anything. 

I have important stuff pending on my to-do list from over a year ago (that’s not even that hard to finish… I kinda feel like I have a block). I never tidy or clean my room/bathroom. For so long I was just trying to be conscious and present and do whatever I felt like doing. I never pushed myself. And now “suffering the consequences”.

I honestly don’t even have the motivation to write a good post now. I’m just trying to get the words out. Can someone please help me? Can someone recommend me a good coach for this? I know Nahm is a coach and I really resonate with what Nahm says but I don’t know if this is his area of expertise. I would also love it if Leo could help me but I don’t know if he is able to. Many thanks.

 

[Leo Gura]

@pandaeyes No one's gonna be able to make you successful. You must wake up every morning and work on it consistently for years.

If you can't motivate and discipline yourself then you shouldn't be starting a biz, you should be looking for a boss who will give you work to do and a timeline to do it by.

Success in biz requires extreme ambition and self-motivation. The average person does not have enough ambition or self-motivation to succeed in business. Which is why they work for boss.

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@pandaeyes 

1. Create a page, whether it be digital or on paper, you can do this however you like.
2. On that page design, with your inner vision, how you want your life to be. 
3. Create another page, either digital or paper, as a daily checklist.

• This checklist brings you clarity of what you can do everyday to improve your life.
• Your basic chores and responsibilities should be on here also.
• You need to organise eating, schedule productive breaks, where in-between work or study, you do the laundry or clean a room etc.
• I organise my chores into, daily chores, weekly chores, and monthly chores.
• Write down your hobbies, no unproductive hobbies or time-sink.
• Write down a bedtime and wake-up time for yourself.
• Add a fitness routine.
• Get a phycologist to help you also, if your mood is that low.
• Lastly, have fun with the process
• I've given you some guidelines, not to overwhelm you, but to inspire you.
• Look up to some kind of influencer or figure that motivative you in whatever field of interest.
• Create that safety net for your lower self as you climb the ladder of consciousness to higher and higher states.
• You'll reach a point where your higher-self starts to take over your life and you'll see the beauty of your hard work.
• The pay-off is an internal satisfaction that nobody can ever take away from you.
• Also, check out Notion.