The Intelligent Universe is yellow af

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If you can see the universe as intelligent and loving, your mind will explode, everywhere they are connections and meta connections.

it feels like going insane

Just one goofy example: 

Carbon is the foundation of all life. What makes carbon special? 
It is the atom which most loves to make fair bindings with other atoms. It doesn't drag electrons to it like e.g. oxygen, which is also important but also can cause oxidative damage in cells and DNA.

Do you have more?

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I'd say the fact that we can die is pretty good. Imagine how much worse things would be if you didn't have an expiration date. 

The fact that things are pleasant or pleasurable to us is pretty great. The concept of pain being a valuable teacher. The experience that pain can also be pleasurable ?. 

It's dope that we are mostly unaware and forgetful. 

all of this depends on your perspective.