22 years old. Traumatized and trying to solve these blocking emotions via psychoanaly

[Happy Jay]

Hey. İ am 22 and had very unbearable social interaction problems because of my traumatic experiences with my parents as i was a child.İ am getting the psychoanalytic therapy since 3 months once a week which probably caused conversion attack for the first time in my life. İt is happened 3 times during these 5-6days. My psychiatrist told me that i have to take anti depressants for 6months with benzodiazepines in order to relax during the attacks. But i feel intuitively that antidepressants will interfere with my analysis and slow down its improvement. But i am not sure if it is a paranoia or reality. Does anyone take this medicines along psychoanalysis? Psychiatrists are prejudiced against analysts and that's why i can't trust to any of them.unfortunately my analyst didn't tell me a clear answer and told me what do i think about this question and that i have to make this choice for myself .i am not sure what should i do. İ don't want to ruin my psychoanalysis because i feel that it will cause some profound changes.but at the same time when i don't take anti-depressants i will not be able to do my daily self-development work.Please share your thoughts and experiences about this issue.thank you

[Hello from Russia]

If you really live in Azerbaijan (Азербайжан), which is a stage red/blue (Spiral Dynamics) country, I probably wouldn't follow your doctor and be highly skeptical about his prescriptions. I personally live in Russia and I don't trust 90-95% of doctor/therapists here, because I've already experienced their ignorance quite a bit

You seem to intuitively know what'd be best for you, anyways

Edited September 11, 2020 by Hello from Russia