Does God keep triggering me to evolve me?

[Wisebaxter]

If consciousness is always evolving then could it be that every situation that occurs is happening to grow you somehow? I feel this could be the case and recently I've been finding every interaction I have with women on dating apps to trigger me somehow. But it's always the same thing happening, precisely the same thing each time. Either or all of the following happens?

-They ask me 'what do you do.' Or they're just very interested in my employment status. 
-They ask 'Do you live alone?' 
-They call psychedelics 'drugs'
-They refer to me as 'weird.' 
-Telling me I over-analyse things

I've only started having these mad synchronicities since doing LSD last year. A woman popped up tonight and it was like she was reeling them off in sequence. Maybe though, this shit is normal and the pattern exists for another reason. But I've had other weird stuff happen. 

Do you think God is trying to unmask the shadow? And highlight what needs to be worked on? If it's all loving, it could be the case. It's funny as I'm quite chilled and not that many things phase me (I think), so the fact that these particular gems keeps appearing is interesting. I'm aware of how the mind like to create stories and meaning of course, but I swear I've had mad synchronicities since tripping. Anyone else found this? Maybe it's mystical experiences in general that do it. 

I think the universe it trying to tell me I'm not ready to be dating, that I need to work on myself more. 

Edited May 9, 2020 by Wisebaxter

[Erick]

This. 

I feel the same way honestly, for me everytime I thought that I'm starting to have things figured out some problem or accident happens to me that completly shatters that fantasy I was living in, it's exactly like Life/The Universe/God is triggering me to push me out of the little world I have built and to keep moving forward so that I won't settle too soon.

As for dating you should check out leo's older videos, they might help you know how to interact with others and not come off as "weird" to them, or maybe it's just that you haven't met people that share your ideas and mindset.

Wish you luck 

[Wisebaxter]

18 minutes ago, Erick said:

This. 

I feel the same way honestly, for me everytime I thought that I'm starting to have things figured out some problem or accident happens to me that completly shatters that fantasy I was living in, it's exactly like Life/The Universe/God is triggering me to push me out of the little world I have built and to keep moving forward so that I won't settle too soon.

As for dating you should check out leo's older videos, they might help you know how to interact with others and not come off as "weird" to them, or maybe it's just that you haven't met people that share your ideas and mindset.

Wish you luck 

Glad I'm not the only one then  Such a gift isn't it. Sometimes I do despair at the sheer persistence of it, but it's a beautiful mechanism. Having this outlook also allows you to see everything as perfection. It's like you're viewing every event as being inspired by love

Well maybe I exaggerated the 'weird' thing a bit as it had just happened to me, but the others, no doubt, they keep coming up. I for sure come across as weird sometimes though haha, for various reasons that I won't go into. 

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maybe it's just that you haven't met people that share your ideas and mindset.

I have considered this. It's what I need to figure out really. I do need to look at my values a bit and how I'm approaching women. Not sure if I've watched Leo's dating videos, I'll take a look. I've only been chasing sex really but I'm bored of it and want a partner. Problem is now I'm obsessed with the physical side of things and don't know how to get excited about other aspects of a relationship. 

Edited May 9, 2020 by Wisebaxter

[Erick]

12 minutes ago, Wisebaxter said:

Glad I'm not the only one then  Such a gift isn't it. Sometimes I do despair at the sheer persistence of it, but it's a beautiful mechanism. Having this outlook also allows you to see everything as perfection. It's like you're viewing every event as being inspired by love

Yeah me too I've never seen anyone talk about it before  Honestly years ago I just saw it as bad luck and was very frustrated with life, but now I'm almost thankful for all that has happened to me because I wouldn't have come this far if it wasn't for those triggers and disasters.

15 minutes ago, Wisebaxter said:

Well maybe I exaggerated the 'weird' thing a bit as it had just happened to me, but the others, no doubt, they keep coming up. I for sure come across as weird sometimes though haha, for various reasons that I won't go into. 

I have considered this. It's what I need to figure out really. I do need to look at my values a bit and how I'm approaching women. Not sure if I've watched Leo's dating videos, I'll take a look. I've only been chasing sex really but I'm bored of it and want a partner. Problem is now I'm obsessed with the physical side of things and don't know how to get excited about other aspects of a relationship. 

As someone who had trouble fitting in I understand what you mean, but it's better to be ourselves and feel authentic than trying to act like everyone wants us to and feel like we're lying you know? 

They say that in order to enjoy the other aspects of a relashionship that you mentioned one has to be present so that they can connect with the other emotionally, it can be hard but it's worth it and it makes relationships richer (with the right person of course). 

 

[Wisebaxter]

1 hour ago, Erick said:

one has to be present so that they can connect with the other emotionally

@Erick I like this, thank you. I think this is what I've been missing, sharing an emotional connection that's beyond just lust. I've been so preoccupied with it, almost like it's taken me over. Sometimes I wonder whether it's just my way of showing love. I guess there are many ways to do that though, and variety is key