Struggle with disorganized attachment

[DrewNows]

I have what’s called “disorganized attachment” and it’s been a blockage for Intimacy and relationships. It leads to all sorts of problems with trust, behaviors, manipulation, fear, consequences, vulnerability and rejection. 
 

In this video, teal interviews a person discussing loneliness and avoidance, disorganized attachment. Why some of us don’t ever feel lonely depending on our attachment style, how we may or may not feel comfortable in certain situations and operate from a specific judgment pattern based off our childhood relationships to caregivers 

please share your advice, experience and thoughts 

I recommend watching! 

[Spiral]

That's basically me(the guy) ?