Brain visions

[Preety_India]

This steel milk container looks so cute. 

It reminds me of olden days like 100-200 years ago. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

Finally I'm coming to be myself. 

 

[Preety_India]

Signs of facing hate 

• Isolation
• Gaslighting - you can be made to look bad even when you are not bad. 
• Being picked on
• Feeling targeted 
• Feeling left out 
• Feeling unloved, undeserving or uncared for 
• Lack of acceptance 
• Active demonization 
• Feeling attacked 
• Feeling confused 

When you feel confused, it's the first sign that you are not being treated right. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

Intimacy is so important among human beings. It's about affiliation and connection. It's about conditional love. 

Without that affiliation, they don't care enough to defend. 

It's another sad part of humanity. 

 

[Preety_India]

The biggest weapon that is used by MPM is Gaslighting. 

 

Demonization 

Rationalization of hate. Legitimizing it. Validating it. 

Invalidation of any concern of the person experiencing victimization. 

No...

"you're playing victim"....... 

When you face abuse or hate what you get essentially in the end 

No point in trying to impress or get an approval from them because they will never give you that 

• Isolation 
• Gaslighting 
• Betrayal of trust 
• Negligence 
• Indifference 
• Invalidation of your hurt sentiment 
• Demonization 
• Contempt {familiarity breeds contempt situation} 
• Disliked 
• Hated 
• Biased /discriminated 

 

Finally you realize that the person who you always trusted is still your enemy.. 

They themselves are a cause of lot of drama. 

And then they think why others hate them. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

When someone loves you or hates you, it should be without an agenda.. 

 

 

I'll call it WSHPWO.... The hate and Gaslighting that happens with the need to victimize.. 

 

 

 

The final motive or agenda is monopoly, autonomy, impunity autarchy. 

 

Creating victimhood by the artificial implantation of an idea and the creation of a ghost or phantom perpetrator and a phantom situation of victimhood. 

Create a situation where there is no situation. 

Creation of a perceived victimhood. 

 

Edited March 22, 2020 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

 

Dunning Kruger effect 

 

Edited March 22, 2020 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

Women are taught to be nice and polite often to their detriment and against their inner intuition. 

 

[Preety_India]

Hopefully things are going to be in place 

 

 

[Preety_India]

 

Beautiful words. 

 

[Preety_India]

I have been out of focus for a few days now but trying to get back on track. 

 

[Preety_India]

Narcissistic Projection. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

 

 

Lack of vision.

Lack of direction.

Overthinking.

FOMO: fear of missing out.

Lack of disciplined, passionate, and purpose-driven friends.

Lack of alignment with your core values.

Lack of expression of your true feelings (e.g. through a journal).

Might be some basic stuff like diet, lack of fresh air, lack of sleep, bad postures, or unorganised lifestyle.

Addiction.

Victim's mindset.

[Preety_India]

 

Ms and Ws and Js are 3 peas of the pod. 

 

Eating ice cream while... 

 

 

Edited April 28, 2020 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

 

Taoist sexual

 

 

[Preety_India]

 

 

On 4/26/2020 at 2:44 PM, Preety_India said:

 

 

Lack of vision.

Lack of direction.

Overthinking.

FOMO: fear of missing out.

Lack of disciplined, passionate, and purpose-driven friends.

Lack of alignment with your core values.

Lack of expression of your true feelings (e.g. through a journal).

Might be some basic stuff like diet, lack of fresh air, lack of sleep, bad postures, or unorganised lifestyle.

Addiction.

Victim's mindset.

 

 

[Preety_India]

 

 

My mom was like a tiger mom and there were a lot of issues growing up under her tiger mommying. 

There was a lot of violence and abuse, both physical and emotional and psychological 

It was so bad that I ran away from home at age 14 while my mom was beating me. 

At the time I was trying to pick the phone and call my dad to pick me up but before I could speak, she yanked the phone out of my hand and smashed it. 

And then proceeded to beat me. I tried to get out of the house and she wouldn't let me and finally when I tried to escape she shut the door on me and threw me on the floor outside the house. 

I had no money, nothing except my clothes and flip-flops.. 

I kept walking to a church that was many miles away and sat there for hours. And then I was just walking alone. 

My sister rescued me in the end and brought me back to my abuser 

There were many episodes even after that where I sustained physical injuries on myself that are still present today.. 

And the emotional scars were extreme. 

It was all fucked up.