Pysche's journal

[Psyche_92]

First journal ever. Got the feeling of starting one so i might aswell do it now.

Not sure what i'm gonna write here yet, but it will probably resolve around getting rid of my addiction to porn, and my journey on becoming a Psychologist/psychotherapist. Been wanting this for way too long, putting it off waay too long, ignoring all the signs leading there too long, so it's time i start pursuing it. Just thinking about it makes me cry. I got this .

Edited June 29, 2019 by Psyche_92

[Psyche_92]

Uff.. I've been watching porn again for 3 days in a row. Don't feel too much negative effects from it though. Been very social this weekend and went out a lot. Maybe it is in fact all in my head, or maybe my ego got very smart and was using relapsing to porn as an excuse all this time to not take any action and be lazy. Either way, i'm gonna keep taking radical action no matter what. I feel porn will fall of my shoulders sooner or later out it's own, without having to push it out of my life. It's gonna happen. I won't have any time to touch my ding dong soon anyways  .