Detachment! The glimpse! And what is required...

[SoonHei]

Seeing thru your beliefs is key!

Letting go of attachment is difficult.

When the letting go of attachment happens, it will happen on it's own and will be effortless and it will make logical sense not to cling onto that part of your self.

 

Over the last week. I lived life alternating between soonHei and awareness. I truly deeply and immensely lived life from myself. 

I understand what Leo and all the rest mean when they say "it goes deeper"

The more and more of ego you let go, the more and more bliss you gain. 

It is perfectly balanced. Always totaling to 100% so to speak.

If you got 60% attachment to ego, you will be at 40% in your self.

 

All these are concepts of course

 

And i also truly deeply saw and felt that I can never speak to anyone but myself.

 

It was such a beautiful realization and so very sad at the same time

So immensely freeing yet so immensely tragic.

 

I understood how SoonHei is my absence and in SoonHei's absence, I AM.

 

I am, all the time.

But when SoonHei is there, i tend to live and believe as if i am SoonHei

 

But i am always myself.

 

It was also quite emotional... The fact that i can truly never share this with anyone ... Anyone in terms of what we think of "others" as... Like my parents, friends, siblings etc...

Walking about and watching and simply being... Watching SoonHei talk.. move.. drive the car... All intelligent design unfolding without the mind interfering.

 

That which arises without the suggestion of the mind is devine unfolding. Surrendering to that natural unfolding will take you deeper within yourself.

 

Shed your ego skin!