Guys help me looks like i'm fucked up

[actualhomie]

Guys i want to live alone, want to meditate and want to live my life without any woman, relationships or sex but after 2-3 days I end up fapping which leads to more fap and now deep inside I'm questioning myself and having a mixed feeling of being an incel or something like that.

[ajasatya]

@actualhomie start very slow. meditate 5 minutes everyday. that's a good place to start.

forget about celibacy for now. you're still to attached to the train of thoughts.

[iGhost]

WHO wants to live alone, WHOwants to live life without women?