Magic Mushroom Trip Report

[LiakosN]

Hello everybody,

Today was my 2nd try of magic mushrooms. I made a cup of tea (2,4 grams of dried mushrooms) and I drunk it. I don't know for sure, but they might have lost some potency. Anyhow, the mushrooms kicked in after 90 minutes (it takes sooo long for me).

I just wanted to alleviate some pain of my spine, because the first time after taking mushrooms the pain diminished about 70%.

So, the first symptoms where that I was touching my face with my hand and it was so beautiful to touch my own face, I absolutely loved it. It was like a had sex with myself  . 

Then I sat on a chair and my shoulder were moving. And then I realized I am not moving my shoulders. The body and mind that I believe I am is not moving the shoulders, but God does it! And I was speechless...........  ...

I asked God to treat me very gently and he did...

Then the thoughts came: Leave me alone with God, I do not desire anything else! I, as the God, know everything!

Then I asked from God to show me where 'he' resides: And the answer was from my head moving towards my chest. And I realized that God is on the heart level (not inside the heart)

Then I asked what is God ? And I was shocked!!!! I said no way, it is too good to be true, it's impossible. My left hand made some letters ( I couldn't control it)..... The letters where (with a slow and very gentle motions) :G       O      D               I        S       I 000000000 I                  .. And I realized that good is INFINITE. I was like WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW!!

I asked why there is the Infinite, but I did not get an answer.

I asked then: Is the body the God. And with my left hand I drew in the air a BIG NO!!!

I closed my eyes and asked: Tell me on paper what is God!!! And I grabbed a pen and with my eyes closed 'I' wrote: God is 00.

Then I was doing some stretches. BUT, I didn't do the stretches, the body was just doing them and I was enjoying them. It was amazing that the Intelligence of the body knew exactly for how long to stretch the body and how much tension to apply to the muscle. 

Then I asked why does God exist? The answers were not verbal, but I think I got the answers through the guidance of my body:

1) I closed my eyes and I was walking realizing that God is here to guide us! And I cried so much after realizing this! God knows exactly where to move if I surrender to 'him'.

2) I looked in the room and realized that God exist to admire it's own Creations!

3) I bent down with my knees like a thief does to surrender and I realized that God is here to make us surrender and keep as humble.

4) I asked God why 'he' exists and  I was guided to look down my bed... I don't know what this means.

5) And last but not least, when I asked that question I was moving with my feet like I was walking in a rope.. So I realized God exists to keep as balanced.

 

It was absolutely a journey towards with the Absolute and hopefully I will experience more of this.

 

Thanks for reading!

[Leo Gura]

Good

But there is nothing which is not God. To be infinite means to be everything. So your body is God.

Next time, try contemplating without doing the writing thing. Let go of everything and take a full dive into the mushroom headspace. Writing is holding you back. The deepest insights are non-verbal.