After you awaken you are supposed to go back to sleep, but go to sleep awoken.

[Hojo]

After years of researching conciousness i have come to the conclusion that after you awaken you are supposed to go back to the state you were in before awakening. Completely blind to life but with a trust that cannot be shaken. Forget about awakening and consciousness ever happened but with a knowing. People get stuck because they keep thinking about awakening and conciousness and it takes over their lives.

[Joseph Maynor]

It depends on whether progress is being made or not with the spirituality IMO.