My latest insights on illusion

[WonderSeeker]

I'm becoming more aware of construct-awareness.

Insight #1: Being construct-aware means realizing you're forever deceived

It's like being in an infinite holographic movie. As you become more conscious, you become more aware of how there are so many layers and versions of movies to become aware of. By movie, I just mean illusion, or content without understanding. It's like hearing Chinese for the first time, versus starting to learn the language, versus mastering it. With each step you break through illusion.

Your mind is projecting what you think the thing is as you go, but through lived experience and tooling around you come to know more about what it REALLY is. Even weirder is YOU are actually the one who is creating the experience of the langauge in the first place. So you are literally creating the illusion you live. You imagine the illusion. Then hallucinate your evolution of awareness within the illusion. It's so mind-fucky.

Insight #2: Normies hate truth and love construct/illusion without even realizing it

This is actually why men suck with women. Because ladies love emotions, feelings, and fantasies. Whereas men just want to get to the bottom of and express what is literally true. (Well actually, this is what dumb men without game do. But let's take this extreme).

Back to the normies. People in general would rather you lie to them and give them endless fantasies to ring their egoic slot-machine bells than share deep truths or rawness. People care only so deeply about themselves and sucking value out of others that they damn the costs of doing so in untruthful ways. "It really doesn't matter how I come to feel good; if it feels good, it must be true," goes the logic.

Insight #3: Breaking down illusion makes you dispassionate; you have to work hard to generate meaning for yourself

This an advanced problem I'm starting to face. I am realizing that there really is no correct goal in life. If I am God, or the Universe itself, why does it matter if I become enlightened, help children grow, or heal people? Those aren't things anyone is forcing me to do. I choose to do it myself. But the more aware you become, the more imagination (ironically!) you have to use to consciously create little quests for yourself to go on. 

You choose your movie character. The realm you're running around in. And what quests you set out on. Then you play the game!

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What is construct awareness for you?

Edited July 14 by WonderSeeker