every experience appears in consciousness, but the source ..

[AerisVahnEphelia]

producing those experiences might be : 

- consciousness itself,

- a mind-independent physical reality,

- an unknown substrate,

- a relational process that is neither mental nor material,

- or something our categories cannot represent.
 

Hence, maybe consciousness is not ultimate, despite feeling that it is. You might still be coping and delusional.

Me, as me being you: You're welcome.

Edited 19 hours ago by AerisVahnEphelia