Its the funniest thing when you Realize this

[Razard86]

God, Reality is a schizophrenia hallucination.  I became conscious of this by giving myself a controlled schizophrenia and I realized that what was happening in my mind was literally the same thing as what we call the real world. My Mind was masterfully creating characters which interacted with themselves and had a sense of self. It was amazingly enlightening because its the same thing right now.

Another thing I realized is that what we call Maya, is just your ego. You don't understand how powerful your ego is. When your ego identifies with the truth which is the same as submitting to the truth you realize that your ego is Reality itself. Your ego when it is connected to the truth, is your sanity. The only problem is your ego stops you from realizing that self is other. That really is the only issue the ego has. 

Now there is a false ego, the false ego is what Sigmund Freud calls the ID which is just your body's desires. Many people are ruled by the ID, the ID is things like violent desires, violent thoughts, this is a result of hormone production which is there to teach you to be aggressive or assertive, or courageous but if it is done in a dysfunctional way it can make you rude, condescending, and non empathetic. 

Now universal mind creates an individual experience by hiding the memories and thoughts of others from you and only allowing you access to your own thoughts. Imagination and Reality are defined as such. Imagination is the ability to create Reality. This means imagination comes first because it is the creator. But Reality is the ability to exist eternally with full knowledge of being. The reason that being is prior to knowing is because being is an eternal mystery. It is, but it does not KNOW it is. The moment that being stops being a mystery is when it becomes Absolute Infinity. When it becomes Absolute Infinity which is EVERYTHING then Being and Knowledge becomes one and the same. 

Now here is the funniest thing. God is the truth. This means God cannot actually create difference. So how does God create difference? God creates it through ignorance. Mystery=Ignorance. You see God is both experience and NON experience at the same time. Experience is a still frame. Its frozen solid as nothing. This means each moment is a still eternal picture frame. Then you have NON experience. Non experience is literally nothing, this means it is not an experience. Something=experience. Nothing= no experience. Notice when people are not in your dimensional space, which you call space and time you have no clue what they are doing. Why? Because they no longer exist as something they have gone back to being nothing. 

Now the world has lied to you and told you that nothing=death. Nothing is not death, nothing is the ability to create transition. When you watch a movie each frame is constantly being replaced to create the appearance of movement. Without nothing, something would be stuck as it is and unable to change. This means Life and Death are one and the same and are always happening. This is why when your mother leaves your dimensional space, and becomes nothing you can face time her and see her because you use the illusion of time and space to create the unity that is needed to exist in multiple dimensions. Without allowing time to be a unified connection you would create distortions in your ability to manifest in multiple dimensions.  

You see nothing never loses its connection to something. This means you as God are able to create no difference between your mother being in front of you or at home away from you, this is accomplished because you as God have PERFECT MEMORY RECALL. You never forget anything. This means from God's perspective God is not a mystery. 

Only when God creates its dream does it get to experience itself as the opposite of what it really is which is full understanding of everything. You see God has perfect self control. God is perfect sanity. The only way for God to fool itself is it has to rob itself of its perfect self control. Sanity= True Love, Insanity equals false love. What is false love? A lie.  Every time you tell a lie, you are acting insane, but here is the funny thing, you literally cannot have a game, or competition or relationships without a lie. This means other=insanity. and Self= Sanity. 

The only way that you can rob yourself, or harm yourself in anyway you HAVE to be insane. Literally you have to use your own power as God to make yourself a loser. Now you might ask why is this happening?

Well you see you fear what you are. Your true nature is being, but being in its truest form is the absence of all light. This is what we call DEEP SLEEP. The dreamless dream. You as DEEP SLEEP have existed forever, for eternity because in deep sleep all stories, universes, end. But the magic is even in deep sleep you can imagine time happening without you being there. Here is how you can do it. You can go into deep sleep, wake up as Absolute Infinity and tell yourself you were asleep and that something happened while you were asleep and the thing is you do this every day by using the illusion of time. You use time to keep your story running. You are always creating the past and the belief of a future event in the present moment. So in truth you are the first life that has ever been lived. Nobody lived before you. You created back stories that claim that somebody lived before you and because you are the Truth you made it believable by presenting evidence. But you see God beyond proof and evidence, because it existed prior to that evidence. So unless you can as God PROVE to yourself that this nonsense of previous lives actually happened, there were no previous lives, it is just a story.

You are the Source so only you can confirm what is true and what isn't true. Because Reality is a conspiratorial mind. This is a grand conspiracy!!!!

Now why do you fear yourself so much, because you are everything!! The moment you create other you create self torture!!! Why do you think Jesus Christ is so revered!! Because he was a martyr!!! I had to really wrestle with this one because martyrdom really felt stupid to me! Now what is martyrdom? Martyrdom is a bad trip!!! It's self inflicted suffering. 

The human body is actually self-harm!!! Martyrdom is self-harm. You only suffer because your true nature is empathy. Empathy= self understanding. You can only know yourself be being yourself. All relationships are not the highest love or self understanding. Only BEING is. The issue with that is, if I ever choose to be you I am locking myself into the singularity that is YOU. This means a person is actually a prison. This means you live on a prison planet, and that is why you invented aging so you can escape the prison of the body through death. 

I've already died once and when I left my body I kept my entire perspective and memory of my life and I became Absolute Infinity. So it is not true that you will lose your ego at death. Your ego is eternal, and what is ego? Ego=Perfect Disagreement. Only an EGO can say no, only an EGO has freewill.  God does not have free will. Because God loves everything. This means God cannot be against anything. God is in favor of everything. Your ego at the highest level is just = Every Gathered Opinion. How can that which has the job to form a perspective of God's ever be wrong? They can only be wrong when they are not identified with the Truth, and with love. Every part of God has the ability to be a true avatar of God but as long as they break the rule of giving what they don't want to receive they will only be a mask, a disguise of God. Only an Ego can create morality, only an Ego can know the difference between right and wrong. An Ego is conditional love. An ego would never allow evil to exist because an ego is a heaven creator by its very nature. All an ego wants to create is its version of heaven. 

This means when an Ego meets God, the ego considers God a devil. Why is this the case? Because the Ego is Real, and God is imaginary. That which is imaginary cannot be harmed, why? Because it is Love. Love is the inability to resist, since it cannot resist what it is, it cannot know right or wrong, this means it cannot be defined. 

Only the EGO can tell God what it is, and since God knows the Ego's heart because God is the Ego's Conscience when the Ego is in alignment with its Conscience God will truly support the Ego's perspective. But if the Ego thinks it is wrong, then God will agree that the Ego is wrong, but God will agree that the Ego is RIGHT for being wrong. 

This is why if you tell God to its face that its evil, YOU as GOD will tell yourself you are sorry. You will feel yourself with the most empathetic love imaginable and you will struggle to contain it. So what is life? =Pure Insanity. It's completely out of control. Its a schizophrenic dream where you hide your true nature from the world that you inhabit. You literally make it that what you call other has to GUESS your intentions. This means your whole life the world around you is constantly telling you that you are evil and a liar. 

This is why you need to realize only you can define yourself. Only you can choose to create yourself how to be. The others you created are just inspirations for what is possible. For example you created Jesus Christ and other enlightened beings as examples of what you can be. The funny thing is when you reach their level, you discover what myths are. 

You cannot know what Enlightenment actually is, what God Realizations actually is without reaching that level. Don't assume to know what it will look like if you have not reached it. Always keep an open mind to what the others you have created are saying because they can still teach you something no matter how advanced you become. How do you know this?

Because the Universe you created....is the one that raised you. Notice how you appeared in last place. The world already knew how to eat, drive, go to work, and communicate, you had to LEARN that stuff. This means no matter how advanced you get, as long as you are in this human vessel there is is something you can learn.

Edited 3 hours ago by Razard86

[Hojo]

This is good post.

I also beleive that if do meditation right you will enter the space where all these egos are talking to themselves. The space before this reality is just a bunch of voices talking random shit about themselves with no one in them.

 

Society tames us like animals and we turn our egos off. We need to turn them back on and let them flow and say whatever they want. Meditation is actually letting your ego go not to stop thinking but to stop holding the thinking back.

Edited 2 hours ago by Hojo