Meta perspective

[YIDIRYIDIR]

I just had my first ever dental procedure 2 hours ago on my molar and the pain I'm feeling is very bad, and won't stop. yet from the meta perspective, i noticed that I'm enjoying this because it's a new experience, it'll deepen my understanding of life and improve my perspective, and destroy all my perceptions about bad dental experiences. what a fucking weirdo. 

Makes me reflect on all the times i cared about understanding and truth over anything else, I'm sure so many of you can relate. 

*don't worry it's not a coping mechanism

Edited 3 hours ago by YIDIRYIDIR