Being = self-prehension = consciousness ?

[Loveeee]

To be is to be one with your self, isn't that self-awareness, self-prehension ?

Sometimes I wonder : why the fuck is consciousness conscious ?

I've done my homework so I know the reason is it needs no reason, there's no opposite, it's absolute 

But still, what the fuck ? Well maybe that's what

Edit : it's like consciousness is a facet of oneness just like love is, since love is that self-acceptance or self-prehension I mentionned 

 

Edited April 6 by Loveeee