James123

What a beautiful death

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Your comfort, your ideas, and your most holy/god experiences are constantly under siege. Whether you are walking, working, sleeping, or eating, the threat of physical death strikes at you. To cling to what you have is to invite an agony of the soul that state of suffering religions call hell where you are forced to surrender everything you hold dear against your will.

But imagine, instead, willingly dying for the truth in the middle of a meal, or in the heat of your work.

Imagine the sheer liberation of a conscious fall. Even as you drop, you are present enough to feel the air rushing past you, whispering a final, graceful goodbye to the universe. What a profound relief. What a total, crystalline freedom.

To die to yourself in every single moment, what a beautiful death.


"It is impossible for a man to learn what he thinks he already knows."

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Thanks for sharing. To die to every moment is to live eternally.

Your posts seem to have a similar pattern, they feel mostly like a journal. Have you considered the (journal section) of the forums? and posting all your posts there rather than making many individuals ones. I feel it may help you process everything better being more (contained) than scattered around. The pattern is like a language and a puzzle that can be connected with time and space. Not sure if i am making sense, something i sense intuitively that may be of assistance to your postings and realizations :) Otherwise you could private journal on pen & paper. Always better physically acting it out.

 

 

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2 hours ago, Ramasta9 said:

Thanks for sharing. To die to every moment is to live eternally.

Your posts seem to have a similar pattern, they feel mostly like a journal. Have you considered the (journal section) of the forums? and posting all your posts there rather than making many individuals ones. I feel it may help you process everything better being more (contained) than scattered around. The pattern is like a language and a puzzle that can be connected with time and space. Not sure if i am making sense, something i sense intuitively that may be of assistance to your postings and realizations :) Otherwise you could private journal on pen & paper. Always better physically acting it out.

 

 

I don't write journal. Because, I don't have a life story. 


"It is impossible for a man to learn what he thinks he already knows."

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5 hours ago, James123 said:

I don't write journal. Because, I don't have a life story. 

The point here I was making was to assist you in processing and integration of your realizations. It can make a big difference physically writing them out and feeling more deeply by emotionally engaging and reflecting upon such thought-patters of expression. I only mention this because i see the same pattern or "same stuff" in many of your posts, merely in different wording, but behind most of them is the same thing on repeat. This is (out of love) as I see where I was dwelling in at one point too, an elder brother offering a helping hand ~

 

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6 hours ago, Ramasta9 said:

The point here I was making was to assist you in processing and integration of your realizations. It can make a big difference physically writing them out and feeling more deeply by emotionally engaging and reflecting upon such thought-patters of expression. I only mention this because i see the same pattern or "same stuff" in many of your posts, merely in different wording, but behind most of them is the same thing on repeat. This is (out of love) as I see where I was dwelling in at one point too, an elder brother offering a helping hand ~

 

Body writes what is supposed to be written. Just words. That's all.


"It is impossible for a man to learn what he thinks he already knows."

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1 hour ago, James123 said:

Body writes what is supposed to be written. Just words. That's all.

Yes and No :) There's more life to life my friend. 

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On 3/17/2026 at 9:30 PM, James123 said:

Your comfort, your ideas, and your most holy/god experiences are constantly under siege. Whether you are walking, working, sleeping, or eating, the threat of physical death strikes at you. To cling to what you have is to invite an agony of the soul that state of suffering religions call hell where you are forced to surrender everything you hold dear against your will.

But imagine, instead, willingly dying for the truth in the middle of a meal, or in the heat of your work.

Imagine the sheer liberation of a conscious fall. Even as you drop, you are present enough to feel the air rushing past you, whispering a final, graceful goodbye to the universe. What a profound relief. What a total, crystalline freedom.

To die to yourself in every single moment, what a beautiful death.

RIP, good sailor

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On 18/03/2026 at 4:30 AM, James123 said:

Imagine the sheer liberation of a conscious fall. Even as you drop, you are present enough to feel the air rushing past you, whispering a final, graceful goodbye to the universe. What a profound relief. What a total, crystalline freedom.

Yes, and fall without the temptation of clinging to that air for dear life, as there’s nothing there to cling to. 😅


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On 3/21/2026 at 9:40 AM, Ramasta9 said:

Yes and No :) There's more life to life my friend. 

Life belongs to body, love belongs to you.


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41 minutes ago, James123 said:

Life belongs to body, love belongs to you.

You speak of love, truth, death but i don't feel it... just words, one ear ~ out the other... Enlightenment is about All-Inclusiveness, love the body, the life, the experience, the journey, to become totally alive and in love with life itself, not only death / all is illusory mindset, that is lifeless and cold, its totally suspended, thus void, nothing grows there. Its about planting seeds, watering your garden, growing flowers and fruits and embracing the juices of life.

You are here for a reason, not to observe and label, but to live, truly.

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On 18.03.2026 at 7:30 AM, James123 said:

Your comfort, your ideas, and your most holy/god experiences are constantly under siege. Whether you are walking, working, sleeping, or eating, the threat of physical death strikes at you. To cling to what you have is to invite an agony of the soul that state of suffering religions call hell where you are forced to surrender everything you hold dear against your will.

But imagine, instead, willingly dying for the truth in the middle of a meal, or in the heat of your work.

Imagine the sheer liberation of a conscious fall. Even as you drop, you are present enough to feel the air rushing past you, whispering a final, graceful goodbye to the universe. What a profound relief. What a total, crystalline freedom.

To die to yourself in every single moment, what a beautiful death.

You're clinging to your ego, so everything revolves around death and you want to die. Letting go and giving in to freedom means investing yourself completely and becoming authentic.

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2 hours ago, Ramasta9 said:

You speak of love, truth, death but i don't feel it... just words, one ear ~ out the other... Enlightenment is about All-Inclusiveness, love the body, the life, the experience, the journey, to become totally alive and in love with life itself, not only death / all is illusory mindset, that is lifeless and cold, its totally suspended, thus void, nothing grows there. Its about planting seeds, watering your garden, growing flowers and fruits and embracing the juices of life.

You are here for a reason, not to observe and label, but to live, truly.

Where are you?

 

1 hour ago, Malkom said:

You're clinging to your ego, so everything revolves around death and you want to die. Letting go and giving in to freedom means investing yourself completely and becoming authentic.

Yeah, you are right. I am talking about investigating...

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"It is impossible for a man to learn what he thinks he already knows."

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There's really no death

Reality is an Infinite Self-Transforming existence 


God-Realize, this is First Business. Know that unless I live properly, this is not possible.

There is this body, I should know the requirements of my body. This is first duty.  We have obligations towards others, loved ones, family, society, etc. Without material wealth we cannot do these things, for that a professional duty.

There is Mind; mind is tricky. Its higher nature should be nurtured, then Mind becomes Wise, Virtuous and AWAKE. When all Duties are continuously fulfilled, then life becomes steady. In this steady life GOD is available; via 5-MeO-DMT, because The Sun shines through All: Living in Self-Love, Realizing I am Infinity & I am God

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8 hours ago, Davino said:

There's really no death

Reality is an Infinite Self-Transforming existence 

If death never happened, then an infinite self-transforming existence doesn’t happen either. 
 

Knowing/ knowledge can only point to the illusory nature of Reality, in this conception.


I AM The Last Idiot 

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