Bad Student After Meditation

[Afonso]

I used to be the Top Student in 10th grade an 11th grade in my school. Top Student! Literally!

12th grade has become another story...

Now, since I've been raising my consciousness, working on myself and meditating a lot for over 7 months, I find myself with NO MOTIVATION to study. I think I only studied because I had nothing better to do AND because of extrinsic motivation.

I find myself, now, in no position to study hard. Not interested, don't care about having top grades and don't find myself too much affected by lower grades.

Is this a common theme for you guys?

Don't get me wrong, my grades are not a disaster. They're pretty above average, but not Top Elite like they used to be. I seem to just not give a fuck anymore.

I don't really know what to do.

Edited June 1, 2017 by Afonso