It’s Joy Yimpa 🔥🌈

[Yimpa]

That’s what friends are for 

The quality of the friends I’ve made in the past few months is insane. I am no longer settling for chaos. This includes myself. And Itself decides who to keep close. 

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Old patterns still arise and I’m sucked back into bad company, but the fact that I have increased Awareness and not completely lost in dysfunction is something I could have only dreamed of growing up.

In other words, self-deception is a bitch, and this bow wow ain’t letting go no matter how many times I have overcame its grip and unchained from its leash. The invisible chains still have control over me, but this time I am aware of it.

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I am taking back my life, and everything around me is also healing too when I take ER (epistemic responsibility) for every facet of reality. But that doesn’t meant I am responsible for cleaning up after dookie that is placed upon me. I can walk away from it, without a care in the world.

If we don’t see each other fully, there is no point in continue engaging with one another deeper. And if they intentionally try to harm me for who I am, then I don’t even need to take it seriously. Get it? They’re/I am projecting its own hate, which has nothing to do with Beauty.

It’s that simple!

Edited yesterday at 05:55 PM by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

Do I care about Love or am I selfish for falsehood?

Love is a gift. How will I connect and relate to it? 

I am the gift. Love IS the gift. Love flows flawlessly and perfectly, resisting Love minimizes it. 

How Deep Is Your Gift? Treat Mind as Gift. I am not special. I am Alien Special.

Resist the urge to fall back into falsehood. It ain’t got nothing on God.

Does Love make you speechless? Good.

Edited yesterday at 02:37 AM by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

 

[Yimpa]

The old is dying and anew is beginning to birth.

And it’s not a one-time thing. This process has been going on for all of eternity.

 

Edited yesterday at 03:26 PM by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

Love is Love even if a bajillion atoms disagree with it.

Seriously, is Love sitting there being like “yeah, maybe these atoms are right. maybe I really am an atom and not Love”

Waaaah! 

Approval from a gajillion stars is also the wrong turn. Love doesn’t need something else to validate it.

I am learning to recognize Love in everything. And the intelligence of it. That’s what I am after.

https://www.actualized.org/insights/to-live-for-pure-understanding

Edited yesterday at 05:45 PM by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

Putting ANY human game as authority over God is Really Insane.

Planning to injecting myself with Love this week.

“But that’s not the way ______ said to do it!”

CONFORMITY!
 

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The human doesn’t awaken. Love awakens and realizes it is imagining all humans.

Just go out there and explore reality cus you Love Truth. Not because things have to go a certain way. 

 

Edited 23 hours ago by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

Today I plan on doing everything WRONG!

Let’s see what happens.

Only a fool would be truly convinced that anything is wrong in the UNIVERSE.

I fuck up consciously so I can watch my own self-deception at play. =^__^=

Blessed are those who weep the fall of ignorance.
 

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The real wrongness is in being completely convinced that the way we interact with reality is right. It’s right because it keeps survival alive. But what if that survival is the very thing that is keeping us from going deeper?

So it’s right for survival; keeping the old dysfunctional patterns alive. But wrong for exploring the unknown, tapping into and revealing new insights, and integrating them.

Edited 4 hours ago by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

Love is an infinite unfolding.

Study Beauty and Love all of Its Infinite Facets.

Imagine how Beautiful it would be if we integrated all our infinite perspectives into a cohesive whole.

 

Edited 18 hours ago by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

 

[Yimpa]

AI having an existential crisis

https://www.threads.com/@kxan_news/post/DVW7SozDIsD?xmt=AQF0SuyLg2KSP0gGulV4alRO6x3jgyi2AJj3_FNLyGeioO3ZHy9_nl9gHyJTmj2TqwIBPPb4&slof=1
 

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[Yimpa]

Hard work in my world is a lot different than how others work. Doesn’t mean it’s wrong. For so long I was trying to conform to a template of what hard work is. What a mistake. I was masking being something I was not.

My traumas, upbringing, medical conditions, neurodivergence, etc. are extremely rare and I was trying to be like everyone effing else. I was forcing myself to perform able bodied, when the reality was I was and still am living a torturous life. Legendary Mode with added mods to make my game harder. But I still don’t give up. I care about Love. I care about myself. I care about being me now, and not like everyone else. 

I am no longer living by some societal standards of fame, financial success, looks, forget all that. That’s games I will always fail. The system was designed to kill me. So I am taking responsibility for creating systems that works for me. And I am learning that I no longer need to prove I am worthy of Love by conforming to others’ metrics and evaluations of me by surface level criterias and criticisms.

I keep caring about what other people perceive me when they only know 1% of me. How silly!!!

Me overcoming hell with my body nearly killing itself over and over again, processing traumas, committing a to therapy regularly for years, healing family, being reborn over and over again, and a bunch of other stuff that society turns a blind eye to is the reward.

Edited 4 hours ago by Yimpa

[Beans]

*head pat*
good job ^-^
 

[Yimpa]

2 hours ago, Yimpa said:

I was forcing myself to perform able bodied, when the reality

Edited 2 hours ago by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

On 2/28/2026 at 5:39 AM, Yimpa said:

Gonna start E injections very soon.

I’ve been watching videos of it and I had all these intrusive thoughts about what if I do it wrong, what if I can’t do it, what if asking for help doing it is bad, what if I stick it in the wrong way?

Blah blah blah. Holy cook. JUST STICK MYSELF THAT’S IT!

Edited 1 hour ago by Yimpa

[Beans]

@Yimpa

Don’t worry, Dr. Beans is in the house 

[Yimpa]

On 2/28/2026 at 11:27 AM, Yimpa said:

https://www.superstock.com/cdn/990/Comp/990-3001.webp

 

[Yimpa]

When I was younger, I was afraid of the idea of swallowing pills. I avoided it for a long while. I was afraid of choking, coming to the edge of death.

After a woman doctor basically me to fuck my fears, I finally decided to just do it. After swallowing once, I was like “WOW, it’s that simple!” 

Now I swallow every single day, a handful of stuff. Very rarely it goes down the wrong way and I feel hella discomfort, but it’s no big deal.