Beans & Joy’s Journal 🐯🌈

[Yimpa]

My sleep has been greatly improved since quitting Vyvanse. The TX government banned my psychiatrist from prescribing it. She offered me non-stimulants, but I declined. Medical cannabis has been helping me stay awake. 

[Yimpa]

New age and channeling is a guilty pleasure of mine. As is McDonald’s and Taco Bell. It’s soooo bad it’s good.

[Yimpa]

Imagine a chess piece that can teleport to any square on the board. I wish to be that. 

But then again…. even a chess piece that teleports still has rules, it can’t leave the board or break the game. So it’s still limited. 

 

Edited Monday at 06:22 PM by Yimpa

[Beans]

1 hour ago, Yimpa said:

I only feel comfortable farting openly and cheekily with Beans. 

True story. 
lmfao

Yimpa will fart and try trapping me underneath the blankets 

then we’re just wrestling each other 

[Yimpa]

i ‘ve got multiple strains of cannabis that i can use, it depends on the day and what the mood calls for

itsa polyamorweed relationship 🌱🍃🍂🍀

[Yimpa]

 

[Yimpa]

at the spongebob 4 movie search 4 bob

random peep compliments me

me: tanks. I am shy

[Yimpa]

We got to the bottom of a 6 month mystery. Now we can let go of this chapter move towards a new beginning. 

And Beans, how does it feel to have chosen family?

[Beans]

Just now, Yimpa said:

We got to the bottom of a 6 month mystery. Now we can let go of this chapter move towards a new beginning. 

And Beans, how does it feel to have chosen family?

^-^ it’s nice. And I always have a good time hanging out with everyone. Even though I’m shy. I’m glad they accept me. In the beginning I was so quiet and use to follow joy around everywhere, but now I’m getting more use to communicating openly. They make me feel safe and loved for sure.  Grateful to be apart of the family. 

[Yimpa]

5 hours ago, AION said:

The problem will solve itself

[Beans]

I think this year has really gave me a new perspective. 
on my disabilities. Not in a negative sense, but more of just finally acknowledging “you actually do have autism, you actually do suffer from ptsd, you actually do suffer from depression, you actually do suffer from anxiety” 

because in my culture which is a Mexican culture. A lot of the times they don’t believe in mental illness. They’ll tell you “it’s all in your head” or “those are demons and you need to just pray it away” and if you’re slower to learning they’ll belittle you and call you stupid. When in reality you’re just a child with autism who needed patience.  I’ve always loved school, I always enjoyed learning. It only became a problem when I started feeling school was no longer a safe place. 

 

Accepting my brain for what it truly is has been a journey in of itself. 

[Yimpa]

Nothing to be ashamed about with having trauma, being messy, or living in contradiction. It makes you relatable, not above the human condition.

Avoiding impurity is as cringe as it gets.

[Yimpa]

On 12/8/2025 at 6:22 PM, Beans said:

Thank you for your support 🫂

I love you stinkabutt