Beans & Joy’s Journal 🐯🌈

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RIP

 

Edited Saturday at 09:00 PM by Yimpa

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Writing is a pain in the ass for me.

I’d rather reveal to you what Love is without words and you fill in the gaps.

The end!

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[Yimpa]

lego n chill

 

lover of a ghost 👻 

[Yimpa]

DAMMIT, ANOTHER MISSNG PIECE IN THIS SET 😭

 

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hehe, a dude complimented me. i was too shy to compliment him back 

[Yimpa]

UPDATE: I found it! It was sticking to another piece!

[Yimpa]

Just matched with someone on Hinge. They said sorry for the delay and that they always liked seeing my silly hat.

Oh goodness, please don’t be my next mistake. 

I won’t let BPD win this time 😾

Edit, next day:

We had our first miscommunication, and it was resolved quickly and the connection grew with more clarity and closeness. This is a good sign. 

Edited 13 hours ago by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

Multiple Personalities; Same Yimpa.

Integrating these different parts / pieces into a cohesive whole, that is the challenge.

Edited yesterday at 12:10 AM by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

I have strong boundaries against alcohol and recreational drugs. I’ve lost too many close friends to that stuff.

[Yimpa]

a girl complimented my hat the same moment i was fighting with myself. my delayed thank you surprised the both of us

thank you for seeing me even during difficult moments 

[Yimpa]

7 minutes ago, No1Here2c said:

 

 

Sick song, love it! 

[Yimpa]

from AI:

BPD means a person feels emotions very, very strongly.

    ∙    Happy → very happy

    ∙    Sad → very sad

    ∙    Angry → very angry

These feelings change fast.

The person is also very afraid people will leave them.

Sometimes they love someone a lot, then suddenly feel angry at them.

It is hard to know who they are inside.

It is not their fault. Their brain works differently. They can get help.

[Yimpa]

i cleaned up after my mistakes and i opened up to more people. i am also slowly going back to a space that was traumatic for me before. i am learning that it is safe, and to go easy on myself if  i don’t get it right the first time. baby steps.

[Yimpa]

i tried rolling on the floor like a cat, and i hit the doorframe with the side of my head 💀 

[Yimpa]

Top tier Actualized episode. I remember rewatching this a few years ago and having a deep spiritual awakening into the nature of what Omniscience is. The Truth knocked me out, a Touch Down to Nirvana. Highly recommend.

 

[Yimpa]

beans is at the soup or bowl