Beans & Joy’s Journal 🐯🌈

[Yimpa]

31 minutes ago, Nemo28 said:

And now, what has changed? 

Simply put, my relationship to reality has changed significantly in the past few years. Especially when it comes to women (*cough* myself). Feels more authentic and less confused. I couldn’t even get close to them before, even though I really longed to.  Like I was allergic to them. When I would get close, my relationship to them was extremely dysfunctional and abusive. Transitioning has been rehabilitation from a life that was corrupted by systems that forced me to be something I am not. 

Edited 3 hours ago by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

When people assume I am a certain thing, they are not entirely wrong. They have an incomplete, reductionistic picture of who I am.

Jesus was a paradoxical badass, and he was punished for it too. 

“Prove you are the Son of God! “Prove you are a Woman!”

Sounds hauntingly familiar. 

Edited 2 hours ago by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

tl:dr 

I am both paradoxically more weaker and more powerful.

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ICE really helps calm people down during a mental breakdown. How ironic.

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Witnessing Mom’s evolution from being very traditional and conservative to more scientific and rational is badass