Beans & Joy’s Journal 🐯🌈

[Yimpa]

Texas conservatives were wise to set a hard limit on THC to 10 mg per serving. Taking more than 10 mg at a time reliably breaks down the wall and I experience a wider aperture of consciousness ✨

[Yimpa]

“Microwave instructions not recommended”

*Beans microwaves it anjywayy*

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[Yimpa]

On 11/26/2025 at 9:36 AM, Beans said:

Meow 

Meow Meow

Edited 9 hours ago by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

Tank u for loving me even tho I sick as fuckk 

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[Yimpa]

Joy left her family and spent three years alone before slowly coming back on her own terms. That’s when she started undoing decades of people-pleasing and actually moving toward who she really is. She started figuring out her own philosophy around consciousness, reality, relationships. Done medical weeds, explored different healing stuff. Met Beans, started couples therapy to work through their complicated dynamics.

Before all that? Twenty-five years of silence and suppression. She struggled in school but learned a lot through just living it. Childhood trauma, family stuff—it all made her really good at masking. She’s seen hundreds of mental health professionals over her lifetime. Doctors once told her she wasn’t supposed to be born. Now she sees that as proof she can transcend what’s supposed to limit her.

 

[Yimpa]

I’m so confident in myself that I don’t mind losing it all. Because I care about Truth so much, I know that even if I die tomorrow, something more profound and beautiful will take my place. And I will transform again. This is what I mean by Infinite Love.

I’m adamant because I know what the alternative is. The alternative is denying Love. Denying myself. Sacrificing myself to systems that fails to recognize or understand me; betraying my intuition. That is the real hell. I am not staying silent for years in the face of abuse and corruption again. 

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[Yimpa]

We show kids graphic stories of torture and crucifixion and call it faith and obedience to God. But teaching them that bodies come in different forms (girls with penises), or that it’s okay to talk about trauma/suicide in a vulnerable way? Suddenly that’s too much. The double standard are unreal. 

Jesus and I have something in common: We don’t fuck with the system. We will die for the Truth even as the entire World is ignorent.

[Yimpa]

Today I will swallow two full gummies and process deeply with my homie. Mmm, yeah!

Ah shit i think i accidentally took 3 by mistake. The gummy is so sticky I can’t tell if it is one or two. Oh well ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 

Edited 3 hours ago by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

I don’t go to therapy to fix problems. I go in there with the intent of unlearning baloney I was programmed with and unlock parts of myself that were not allowed to exist prior.

[Beans]

16 hours ago, Yimpa said:

“Microwave instructions not recommended”

*Beans microwaves it anjywayy*

My meal became tough and super chewy. 
kind of killed the experience for me, but I ate it anyways because I didn’t want to waste food. 

[Yimpa]

Make Texas Wet Again! 

[Yimpa]

“I am my girlfriend.” -Yimpa, 2023

”I am my girlfriends.” -Yimpa, 2026

[Yimpa]

All parts of myself are in Love 🐦‍🔥