Beans & Joy’s Journal 🐯🌈

[Yimpa]

aAyy, just me and my cop neighbor breaking the HOA bin law—both a day late getting them put away 😸

[Yimpa]

OMG, I'm meeting you, all over again 

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God Bless Me 

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On 12/7/2025 at 4:23 PM, Yimpa said:

Beans’ first ever psychedelic therapy session is coming soon! They had their medical consult a few days ago, and now the substance is shipping to our door on Tuesday.

the Magical Beans haz been der rivered 

 

[Yimpa]

Dad worked his butt off at FedEx for 2 decades, just for these 2 nutcases to get high 

[Beans]

I’m working my butt off too

im not doing this just to get high and fuck around. 
this is serious work for me. 

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@Beans

Edited yesterday at 01:08 AM by Yimpa

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[Yimpa]

4D Chess Grandmaster wins again. GGs
 

On 12/7/2025 at 1:20 PM, Yimpa said:

“pick me, I’m literally right here being iconic.”

Edited yesterday at 02:07 AM by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

A girl having a penis is completely acceptable. If someone had taught me this at age 8, I wouldn’t have lost 20 years of my life.

Instead, I spent those years arduously unlearning shame, feeling like a prisoner in my own body and mind.

The adults didn’t know then. They still don’t know now. The fact that this is even controversial goes to show how little anyone understand, and how much conformity and groupthink still runs the show.

Even my own sister shamed me for having a penis at 15, when I started exploring my sexuality seriously. I had absolutely nobody to protect or validate me as a child, not even at home.

I didn’t learn the highest truths from others—not academia, religion, books, teachers, family, or culture. I discovered them through means beyond logical proofs.

[Yimpa]

I didn’t come out of the closet. I simply realized the closet is fucking imaginary. 

[Yimpa]

3 years ago, I left my family to live in solitude, a clean break from toxic dynamics so I could finally find myself. Best decision of my life.

I had to step away from everything I was handed. The scripts, the assumptions, the roles, to discover what was actually true.

Now that I’m beginning to find myself, I’m slowly coming back. It won’t happen overnight, but progress has been made. They’re starting to see me for who I am, not the role they forced me to be.

I’m no longer the obedient little boy at the bottom of the hierarchy. I’m an autonomous woman—not above them, not below them. And if they slip back into old patterns, I put them in their place.

I’m finally coming home, on my terms, not theirs.

[Yimpa]

Silverstein concert tonight… loved this band for a minute and finally get to see them live 🦋☺️

 

[Yimpa]

This is the phone we upgraded to a couple months ago, shortly after I broke up with my ex. We won an award this year for all our hard work. Woohoo! 
 

 

 

[Beans]

I didn’t even do anything. 
I just wanted to help. 
I was scared you might get hurt driving in a panic like that 

[Beans]

I’m sorry I startled you. 
it wasn’t my intention. I just didn’t want you driving off in such a panic state. I should’ve listened to you and respected your boundaries. 

[Beans]

I don’t want one stupid bug ruining tonight. 

[Yimpa]

13 minutes ago, Beans said:

I don’t want one stupid bug ruining tonight. 

 

It’s not a bug, it’s MR FROG!!!!!

Edited 20 hours ago by Yimpa

[Beans]

“I don’t know what to think anymore get out of my head” 

[Yimpa]

Being much more flexible and playful with where I trip.

Make trips FUN again!