Beans & Joy’s Journal 🐯🌈

[Beans]

Perfection or seeking perfection is a trap 

[Yimpa]

Money = Happiness

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Hell no. There’s an amount of money that, once you pass it, it buys misery.

-Will Smith

 

Edited yesterday at 06:09 PM by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

Been watching this show with Beans. They previously had no idea who Conan was, which made it all the better. They thought he was annoying asf at first, but now they love it!

Great way to learn about different parts of the world in a way that won’t bore me to death .

 

 

Edited yesterday at 06:22 PM by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

I literally feel like a millionaire with medical cannabis. I love being disabled!

[Yimpa]

 

 

[Yimpa]

While men are busy fearing rejection from women, I fear people rejecting seeing me as a woman. What a counterintuitive conundrum!

I am rejecting myself when I don’t put myself out there authentically.

Hiding guarantees self-rejection. Showing up authentically risks rejection from others,  but it’s the only path where acceptance is even possible.

The math favors visibility.

I don’t do pick-up.
I do “pick me, I’m literally right here being iconic.”

Edited yesterday at 07:40 PM by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

Conformity says to shut up and just be a man and don’t question it.

I questioned it. And found Infinity.

[Beans]

3 hours ago, Yimpa said:

Been watching this show with Beans. They previously had no idea who Conan was, which made it all the better. They thought he was annoying asf at first, but now they love it!

Great way to learn about different parts of the world in a way that won’t bore me to death .

 

 

I love that funny white man 

[Yimpa]

On 11/21/2025 at 11:53 AM, Jehovah increases said:

Wow, that is you, Hay, beautiful.

Tank you ^.^ 

[Yimpa]

Beans’ first ever psychedelic therapy session is coming soon! They had their medical consult a few days ago, and now the substance is shipping to our door on Tuesday.

Next step: scheduling an appointment with the trip sitter.

They warned us not to take it beforehand, otherwise we’d be banned for life.
(I had the intrusive thought;  I won’t do it… Patience!)

[Yimpa]

Took a trip to the river. The views are fantastic. The sounds are gorgeous. Let’s go deeper baby 

[Yimpa]

Welcome Home.

Home is beyond physical distance. Intimacy with Infinity is HOME!

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What being greened out asf is like:

 

Edited 19 hours ago by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

The kind of trips I experience now, in the past, would’ve sent me straight to the hospital due to how intense they are . The difference now is that they’re intense, but in the best way possible. I’m losing my mind and entering into Alien Intelligrnce, without denying it anymore.

Also, I am able to access ketamine-like states on cannabis. 

Edited 20 hours ago by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

Love is a miracle
Connection is wonder
🌈🌈

[Yimpa]

Alien Love is in the formless building.

Love is in Love with Love

Edited 18 hours ago by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

two bodies dissolve
into one soft hum
the universe holding itself,
no edges, just warmth.
simply being.
we forgot where we end
and everything begins.

[Yimpa]

Texas officially banned trans people from using the restroom. Jokes on them, there’s a provision that allows people with disabilities to be accommodated by another. So as long as Beans and I use the Women’s restroom together, we technically aren’t breaking the law.

Checkmate  

[Yimpa]

Staying silent and humble and kissing the ass of kings pissed away 20 years of my life. No more!

[Yimpa]

 

[Yimpa]

Time to drink some conformitea. It has helped wean me off of stimulant drugs.