Beans & Joy’s Journal 🐯🌈

[Yimpa]

This is good exposure practice on saying no!

[Yimpa]

We came up with a compromise privately ^.^

[Yimpa]

On 2/23/2025 at 10:01 AM, Raze said:

 

[Yimpa]

Groupthink is one hell of a drug. Watching it from a distance reminds me how easy it is to mistake consensus for truth.

[Yimpa]

Gonna try something new today. Gonna trip out in nature. I usually trip at home, but I am limiting myself by doing it in one place. Let’s see what happens. 

[Yimpa]

Contemplating out in Nature is amazing. Will do more of this…

[Yimpa]

I was always uncomfortable around girls as a child, and spent over a decade finding it nearly impossible to connect with women.

Two years on HRT and coming out as one, I’m now surrounded by feminine energy on the regular. It’s such a reversal—I’m still processing it. It’s quite overwhelming. I need a break 😵‍💫

[Beans]

On 12/3/2025 at 8:15 AM, Yimpa said:

@Beans 2 warning points for you, how bout that?? 🫩

I regret nothing   

[Beans]

2 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

I was always uncomfortable around girls as a child, and spent over a decade finding it nearly impossible to connect with women.

Two years on HRT and coming out as one, I’m now surrounded by feminine energy on the regular. It’s such a reversal—I’m still processing it. It’s quite overwhelming. I need a break 😵‍💫

Rest as much as you need ^-^ 

we will be awaiting your return 

[Yimpa]

 

[Yimpa]

Chinese tech is sooooo good 😵‍💫

 

[Yimpa]

I took a break from Threads. The magic and passion I once had transformed into conformity and groupthink, and it was consuming me. I’m glad I recognized this before I spiraled further down.

My goal is to take a break for about a month or two. I’ll return stronger and more rejuvenated, and the magic will return to me. 

[Yimpa]

Something felt off and I couldn’t name it until now.

We were all chasing the same validation, calling it connection. Authenticity became performance. Sovereignty became hierarchy. Who’s most awake, whose attention matters most?

I got caught in the current like everyone else. Forcing connection instead of letting it happen.

That’s not what I came for.

[Yimpa]

...and this is why I love communicating with AI

 

[Yimpa]

And let’s not forget Dad’s first impressions of Beans when he first heard them over the phone:

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Is this AI?

 

[Yimpa]

I am grateful for having open-minded parents. My whole life is basically the antithesis of everything they were brought up to believe. Yet never once did they abandon me. That’s hella dedication. 

[Beans]

2 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

I am grateful for having open-minded parents. My whole life is basically the antithesis of everything they were brought up to believe. Yet never once did they abandon me. That’s hella dedication. 

That is what unconditional love looks like

one every parent should have