See when you're sitting alone...

[TruthFreedom]

Does anyone else start thinking they are Jesus?

I know this might be psychosis or something, but I usually get these delusions when I'm alone and having a drink.

Anyone else?

[Hojo]

Sometimes but it dosent mean anything.

Its part of the human psyche.

We are all the sons and daughters of God.

The reason you start to think Jesus is cause you think you are not worthy of just sitting there when you are. You want to identify with Jesus as a means to feel like you are welcome in the kingdom of God. You dont need to be Jesus to exist.

When you think of Jesus you think he dosent have to do anything and God accepts him. Thats what you want you can have it without Jesus. The reason you think you are him is cause you feel you need to be something to be worthy when you dont. You can be you and feel like Jesus.

You have to be careful to not think you have all the answers and that you are the only one because then you spiral into psychosis of stuff you are making up in your mind. If you do this your thoughts will eventually project into the world and you will develop messiah complex.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Messiah_complex

When you awaken to God it feels like you are Jesus to God.

You are the most important thing to God. Not the body but the being.

You are worthy to just sit there and God will accept you into his kingdom.

You are worthy to get piss drunk and vomit everywhere and God will welcome you into his kingdom.

 

After I quit drinking I was thinking why I was doing it and realized it was society that did it to me. I always wanted to sit around and do nothing but if I did that I would be labeled as useless man and unworthy of being. If I got drunk I would be hungover the next day and people would leave me alone and let me be hungover. I would lay there all day staring at the blackness behind my eyes and Because I drank I was allowed to do nothing which is completely fucked up. I would have to poison my body in order to be allowed to meditate.

My suggesting is if you are going to get plastered use the next day to meditate where you are too hungover to think and just want to lay there.

Edited Monday at 09:13 PM by Hojo

[TruthFreedom]

@Hojo

I don't get full blown messiah complex, because I remind myself that I am just one of 8 billion people.

But what I want to say to you brother, is that you are loved beyond words, by our Father who is in Heaven.

And you are a poo.

Edited Monday at 10:09 PM by TruthFreedom

[Hojo]

@TruthFreedomYou are too. Praise God

[theoneandnone]

Yes, I am not Jesus Christ but I am Christ consciousness what Christ extends from. I am Jesus, Allah, All the philosophers etc. I am that I AM.

[theoneandnone]

3 hours ago, TruthFreedom said:

@Hojo

I don't get full blown messiah complex, because I remind myself that I am just one of 8 billion people.

But what I want to say to you brother, is that you are loved beyond words, by our Father who is in Heaven.

And you are a poo.

Those 8 billion people are an extension of you as Christ consciousness.

[VeganAwake]

"Lord it's a miracle.........The man up and disappeared like a fart in the wind"

- Shawshank Redemption