New Chapter in My Life: Habits and Disciplines

[Spiritual Warrior]

@croonprince appreciate the support brother! ✊

[Spiritual Warrior]

I am going to be so good at game and attracting women into my life

I feel the fear and I do it anyways

I am a chick magnet

I have full body orgasms and can last in bed for hours

I have multiple women clamoring for my attention

I am a responsible and organized and mature individual

I have everything that I've asked for

I share things on the Internet, things that are going to help humanity grow

I have an amazing wife, we are building an empire together

I attract high quality women into my life at every turn

I cannot wait to see what kind of man I turn into 

[Spiritual Warrior]

Okay, so I have a plethora of things to work on. Firstly, I really want to get back on track with this habit tracker. I just want to be clear headed and highly conscious and for everything to be clean. I want to be on top of things, to have a REAL handle on my life and my schedule and my environemnt. I don't think I've ever actually experienced this, is it even possible? I'd like to think that it is. Okay, but where does it start. What are you going to start with? 

First, what do you want big picture?

 

Women / Dating:

1. I want to have an abundance of sex with an abundance of women. 

2. I want to have a highly conscious girlfriend

3. I want to have a highly consious wife that I can build a life with

 

Living situation:

1. Clean and organized room 

2. Apartment that I can bring girls back to

3. House with a backyard and back porch

 

Physique:

1. Consistent workout schedule / Meal Plan

2. Bulked up muscles

3. Shredded physique with very little fat, looking like a Spartan Warrior

 

Dance:

1. Successful dance instructor (30 lessons / week, winning competitions)

2. World champion dancer ( Fully expressive, blows everyone out of the water)

3. Run a dance studio

 

I posted a video on YouTube documenting my desire to start cold approaching women. Check it out below! 

 

Here is another video of the audiobook for The Book of Not Knowing:

 

 

Edited Thursday at 05:12 PM by Spiritual Warrior

[Spiritual Warrior]

Habits & Disciplines Journey Entry #141

Okay, so I am finally getting things in order at the crib. My room is FINALLY clean. It's been messy for WEEKS. Not ideal. Now, it's time to start setting up your life for efficient and effective growth as well as happiness. 

Yesterday, I posted a video documenting my intentions to embark on a cold approaching journey. I am very excited to see where that goes. This is a positive step in the right direction for me. 

Now, id also really like to set up a gym routine so that I am holding myself accountable and going to the gym. I also want to create a routine in which I am working on my dancing and/or choreography at certain times throughout the work day, I want to devote some time to working with Izzy on certification dance training, devote some time to work with Sarah on a bolero solo, and also devote some time for cold approaching as well as dates throughout the week. 

Okay, so there's lots that I would like to balance. Let's start out with the work schedule and see how we can fit things together. Actually, let's start with today:

I go into work at 1 o'clock, but I have to dog sit this weekend and I am going to get paid $200. This means that I have to get there by 12 o'clock so that I can walk the dog for 30 minutes before I leave, which means I have to leave here by 11:30. I can eat what my friends dad left in the fridge for me before I leave. I am going to pack up some chicken and bring that minute rice and that's what I'm going to eat today. Eventually, I want a consistent meal plan that I create myself. 

Okay, so that takes care of that, so you're gonna work and then you'll come back to his house and go to sleep there. I would love to bring my kindle with me. What am I going to do about the porn watching? I have changed my view on semen retention. I am not quite sure if it really benefits me to hold in my semen all the time, I think I need to ejaculate, but I'm not sure. What should I do? Well you definitely want to last a long time, I wish you could just masturbate without stimulation because you're trying to use your phone less. Can you try that tonight? Try to masturbate without any external stimulus and see how that goes. The ultimate goal is to be able to last as long as possible and to have full body orgasms. This requires mindfulness and lots of it and also an awareness of the energy channels within your body, yes let's try that tonight and hopefully we can create a schedule. 

I think i want to start selling some of my books and my MacBook. There are plenty of books that I am not currently using that I could make some money on and my MacBook would certainly sell. Let's look into that tomorrow. I also have a dance practice tomorrow with Sarah, this is our first one together. This means that I have to leave Shane's by 10 o'clock am. 

And I also want to start working out. I REALLY want to start tomorrow because it's been so long, but that means I have to create a meal plan for myself, maybe I should buy one of those mini scales so that I can weigh out my portions... Maybe. I have an entire rotisserie chicken is the thing. And I have some kombucha. I would love to bring my blender to make protein shakes but then I don't have the ingredients that I need which means I'd have to wake up early tomorrow. God damnit I wish I was off tomorrow so that I can figure it out. I mean you are off, it's just that life is always moving, so get your shit together during these small lapses in responsibility. Okay fine...

So in reality when I'm back at home I want to have some chicken thighs and some protein shakes and some rice and some bean salad to get me through the days, but while I'm dog sitting I will have to live off of rotisserie chicken and kombucha and minute rice. 

Okay, so I would really love to get a meditation habit going. This is of the utmost important. What else is supper important to you? Making the bed and showering and journaling. And I also want no electronics before bed. 

 

4.2.26

Morning Routine:

Make bed: 1

Journal: 11

Brush teeth streak: 150

Floss streak: 1

Shower streak: 124

Meditation streak: 0

 

Nighttime Routine Goals:

Brush teeth streak: 1

Wash face streak: 1

No electronics before bed: 0

 

"Whole day" goals:

No alcohol streak: 154

 

Dating Goals:

Total number of women cold approached: 6

Edited yesterday at 01:55 AM by Spiritual Warrior

[Spiritual Warrior]

Interlude: Crazy Girl ~ 4.4.26

I want to live on a ranch. With chickens and cows. That is how I want to settle down. And out of all the girls that I've met, you truly are my favorite.

You can create whatever scenario you want for yourself. This is overwhelming actually. Insanely overwhelming. But YOU have the power. You and your thoughts. 

But right now, I want something else.. I want a sexually charged toxic relationship. One that is going to burn me to the core. I want that. I want a crazy ass girl. So come on out crazy girl, I'm ready for you. 

 

Dramatic Girl

The world is vast

Unapologetic

I wish you well

 

Take off the mask

No more disguise

I see your lies

A problem girl

 

Her day ones know

Her family knows

She has her vices

Who am I to judge

 

She's tucked away

Somewhere remote

I've been enlightened

The sweetest hope

 

 

 

Edited Saturday at 12:37 PM by Spiritual Warrior

[Spiritual Warrior]

Habits & Disciplines Journey Entry #142

 

Our culture seems to be sex - obsessed. Why is that? Sex is directly tied to our survival mechanism. What is a survival mechanism? A survival mechanism is what keeps us alive. It is what keeps our heart beating. It keeps the breath in motion, in and out, in and out. 

What is something that threatens your survival as a human being? Being banished from my tribe - I am dependent upon others to survive, I therefore have to act in a certain way in order to get along with others. This makes social situations of the utmost importance to me. I don't want to embarass myself and be disapproved of because it will threaten my survive as this human being form. 

What is a human beings' form? He is in this body. He is experiencing things. With a mind and hands and feet and a heart. He can think for himself and control his actions. He can think one thing or another. He can read this book or that book. 

Where do the thoughts come from? They appear out of thin air. I don't see them coming, they just come. They appear in my mind for processing. But I don't really process them or even witness them, I allow them to run my body, this body that I identify with. 

I am trying to witness my thoughts, but I tend to get wrapped up in them more often than not. How do I rid myself of these thoughts? 

You can't. You need them in order to survive. But how do you know that? If I am hungry, my thoughts tell me to eat, I see a picture of food, I see some milk and an omelet. But this is not what tells me to eat, its the feeling or sensation in the body that lets me know if something is awry... So maybe I should steer more towards FEELING the body instead of having so much energy inside of my head.

I REALLY want to start masturbating without external stimulation. 

 

4.3.26

Morning Routine:

Make bed: 2

Journal: 12

Brush teeth streak: 151

Floss streak: 0

Shower streak: 125

Meditation streak: 0

 

Nighttime Routine Goals:

Brush teeth streak: 0

Wash face streak: 0

No electronics before bed: 0

 

"Whole day" goals:

No alcohol streak: 155

 

Dating Goals:

Total number of women cold approached: 6

Edited yesterday at 01:56 AM by Spiritual Warrior

[Spiritual Warrior]

Habits & Disciplines Journey Entry #143

When does the rubber meet the road? And what does that even mean? The rubber hits the road when you are truly ready to take your first step on this journey. Of course, you are already on your journey, and as a matter of fact you really can't get off. You are cruising down this road until the Creator tells you its time to get off. 

 

What do you want more than anything? I want to have good game. I want to be able to attract an abundance of women into my life all by myself. I want to teach on average 20 lessons a week, consistently. 

 

Who are the solid students that I have once I get back from surgery? Daniela, Mike, Mary Ann, Jackson and Tina, Pam L, Tanya, Katie, Kiyah.. And that is really it. 

 

What are you mad about right now? You are living the dream. You are building a life that is fulfilling and that you are ver proud of. Whats the issue? I just feel like these other teachers are getting more opportunities than me. Okay, first of all, thats really not true at all. But I feel like the outsider, with so few lessons and I've been here a long time, its embarrassing. Dude shut the fuck up. Okay, you know what, could you release this feeling? Yes, but I don't want to. You want to stay mad? Yes... Its serving a purpose.. What purpose is that? If I am being treated unfairly, I want to know so that I can take action. How are you being treated unfairly? The success at this dance studio is COMPLETELY up to you. You can be frustrated with the lack of pay all you want, but their is a path to making more money, you just need to be strategic and understand that this requires strategy and hard work. Do you feel better now? A little bit. Now, I will ask again, can you release the way you are feeling? Yes, yes I can. Would you release it? Yes, I release it. 

 

"I don't want any of them to succeed. I want my self and only myself to succeed." That is the thought that just ran through my head. Embarrassing huh? Why do I think like this? I care about these people, why do I not root for their success. For some reason, I think that there success has a detrimental effect on my success, which actually doesn't even make any sense. We lift each other up, not tear each other down. But I'm still feeling frustrated, and you know what? Thats okay. Lean into it, let it fuel you. Thats what we're going to do today. 

 

 4.4.26

Morning Routine:

Make bed: 3

Journal: 13

Brush teeth streak: 152

Floss streak: 0

Shower streak: 126

Meditation streak: 1

 

Nighttime Routine Goals:

Brush teeth streak: 1

Wash face streak: 1

No electronics before bed: 1

 

"Whole day" goals:

No alcohol streak: 156

No doom scrolling: 0

 

Dating Goals:

Total number of women cold approached: 6

Edited 10 hours ago by Spiritual Warrior