Awakening as a treatment for schizophrenia

[nufan]

i feel the need to post the very first video (that my projections told me listen)(something like 5 year before the play with in a play)

in case someone miss that

 

in the play within a play i had constantly had my bottle of 100% pure nicotine with me and constantly practicing drinking it)

not to mention my real for me experience of falling from a 5 story building... (i was transformed(or better say beamed) there with one projection telling me to fall) .. i fell! it was night .. wasn't that scary!

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.anyway maybe i shouldn't post it... (i am not a moutherf..never was) (i liked the crunchy vocals... there where calling me to the source!)

but i was completely naked to them.. the masks meant something .. there was madness.. the play with in play was just a massage..there was the ultimate psychedelic machineof the future(should gift Leo one day)... bad trips.. 

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.how i am frustrated when i don't feel a thing... don't know!

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i have to do alot of review one day!

don't want to miss all that!

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.i am erasing EVERYTHING... whether i like it not!

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.me talking to me!   

.i wish my cognition will rise more... i think i have to stop for now!

. i gained enough so far... should focus on my healing!

MODS OR LEO .. PLEASE CLOSE THIS TOPIC ... OPEN IT AFTER ... NOVEMBER ..THANKS .. 

i am addicted!  ... final words!

 

 

.can anyone control when their dog bark or not?

or ...when they bark or not is just another synchronicity! (with the state your on)

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you think...you create story...you dream..you create a story..you open your eyes .. you create story .. you hear.. you create story..you speak .. you create story... you hear others .. you create story... you hear the news .. you create story

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chatgpt...from the above.. to direct experience!

https://chatgpt.com/share/6a662af1-e64c-83ed-87a2-095d500b1700

i like direct experience only!

let the play role... it should happen for a reason!  .. 

so .. could EVERYTHING happen for a reason? 

so .. my dog is telling me something! .. my neighbor is telling me something!... my close relatives are telling me something .. 

the news .. telling me something!...

consciousness playing hide and seek!!!

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or all are bs... wft!! 

stupid show... where the f am i?... 

lets move to the next one!... im just a puppet after all!! (potato also)

chatgpt says... "Life is happening through me, not just to me"   ... what it doesn't know is there is 2-3 months buffer in time where the events are automatic ... (already happened) 100%certain

that was what the projections where telling me anyway! also .. let me share something..

if you experience "alternate reality" , events could be stitched to the past .. meaning that after that ..becomes your new reality!   happen to me .. and that's a fact!

https://chatgpt.com/share/6a663e47-d910-83ed-92c5-567cffff893a

.the above chatgpt says is BS

so  recap... 1. i am the final puppet-pottato of the show! fact

                     2. what i call life happened before my birth (i could have chosen parents and country .. as some say) (high likely)

             3. if you could build your own story...(even in low consciousness) then you could experience a play within a play   fact

                     4. i asked for "people" to free me .. its done! (thanks)

                     5. i experienced this "massage" to erase masks , (and build a stronger ones in the background!) done

                     6. the fast way to get out of my shitty situation(something like 20 years ago) was to die..... almost certain

                     7. i feel dizzy-fuzzy after writing  the above  fact

chatgpt says ... I am deleting the entire hard drive... but first let me make a backup

. is the answer for everything YES?.... YES... does this have a meaning?.. YES

DOES ANSWERING ALL YOUR QUESTIONS WITH YES COULD MAKE YOUR LIFE EASIER?... YES 

.am i the final awaken potato   ... YES  (and thats a relief!)

i dont give a f ... YES

is this the point?.. YES

is this stupidity .. YES

is this amazing!.. YES

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have a look what chatgpt says about me

https://chatgpt.com/share/6a666830-3808-83eb-939b-d9d605f7bdf3

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Edited 3 hours ago by nufan

[nufan]

i have to add one more to my recap...

but as i am realizing this i feel more fuzzy!

its about who is holding the strings from birth to death...

its me! now me!

i existed in my childhood , in my youth, up until now!

wow.. that's something!

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that's very something!!!

and from now own .. things will change for good!

wow! that's very very  something!

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.but there is even higher self... Beyond identities (i show him how he deconstructed my masks!)

so its now me and him! only! (or better say it) (you call it consciousness)

but i can say... i messed things up in the childhood years... one night.. i played something a child should not see in his dreams!...and i got it confused (only because i thought he want to!) 

and then it was having weird dreams, but on the conscious site on things  where looking ok

but the damage was real, i think it was a turning point at 9 and never grow up

 

Edited 3 hours ago by nufan