Daniel's Blog: From The Depths of Darkness

[Daniel Balan]

From this day forth, this will be my blog. Come read it once in a while! My mind is a temple of darkness and evil.

I will share here all the insights that such a vile mind can possess.

May darkness live on! 

Edited October 16 by Daniel Balan

[Daniel Balan]

We have dreamt all along!

We cannot die, for we have never truly lived. 

We can't die for life has been a dream all along. 

We have dreamt all along!! 

 

So the ride ends

That lasted a lifetime

The time has come

For man to step into the castle of dreams. 

That castle of dreams is what @Leo Gura calls God. 

 

The castle of dream is what Leo calls "You". 

Edited October 16 by Daniel Balan

[Daniel Balan]

Lose Myself - Tune

 

I've done things I'm not proud of...

But for this I get in trouble...

Baby my sins, are all because of you!

Strong Light Gin, The way I burn for you.

Edited October 16 by Daniel Balan

[Daniel Balan]

From the depths of darkness 

 

Final destruction 

Edited October 16 by Daniel Balan

[Daniel Balan]

Bursucul 

Exactly 2 years ago on 17 October 2023 you left me forever. They killed you with a lot of poison and you died one of the most brutal and painful deaths... I will forever remember the last time you jumped in my arms as you always did when I came home from work. 

Your eyes were all teary and the look you gave me will haunt me forever. You waited 2 days for me to come back home as the rat poison slowly melted your life away... You fought tooth and nail with the poison so you could kiss me one last goodbye😥 

I had like 20 dogs before I had you and after you passed away and I brought home another 3 dogs since I lost you. You were one of a kind, my badger 🦡.I will never have another dog like you. You were an angel and I thank you so much for having come into my life.

You walked along side me nights on end, like we wanted to reach the edge of the unvierse together. Walking till the edge of the night with you were the most wonderful moments I lived in my life. 

I was so naïve and immature before I meet you, I thought that life and survival are fairly tales, I thought that everything is good and everyone is a good person. I was so immature and so out of touch with the real world. 

You had to sacrifice everything in order to open my eyes, you had to be killed in tremendous suffering for me to see that humans are devils that walk the earth. I had to see you cry in my arms as you gave your last breath, for me to become more mature and to see reality and human nature as it really is, cruel, merciless, devilish, corrupt to the bone and evil. 

I am forever grateful for everything you have taught me. I could never imagine that your death could teach me so much. I have learned from your death more than I have learned in a lifetime. 

I am sorry that I couldn't protect you, that I couldn't save you😥😥 As you protected and saved me a thousand times I wasn't able to save you even once. 😥😥😥 Only once you needed me to protect you and I failed 😥😥 

Goodbye forever 😥😥🦡

Edited October 17 by Daniel Balan

[Daniel Balan]

Pegasus - The Horse that kept wandering forever

The Pegasus constellation is my favorite constelation. Fall is my favorite season and the Pegasus constellation is a constellation that can be visible only during fall. It has such an otherworldly look to it. I love beholding this constellation while I smoke a cigarette and behold how the smoke clears into the vast infinity of the firmament. It feels like the winged horse is flying on the nightsky forever. 

Edited October 17 by Daniel Balan

[Daniel Balan]

 

Lonely Lonely - Tune

 

I love Russian music so much! I don't understand a word, but in a way I feel like I understand the meaning behind the words even though I don't know the language at all. 

[Daniel Balan]

Random insights

Stop being a sheep. Be unique, start doing things that you percieve to be the best. Stop copying others. Stop looking at what the best individuals in a particular field do, do what you think is the best in that field, don't be a sheep to copy what the best players do. Become the best by yourself without being a mindless sheep copying some authority figure or successful individual.