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You will be all alone in your paradise.

I remembered Leo saying this and I hit this point.

It is bittersweet feeling,I am still trying to integrate it.

I am God and I can do anything I want but can't harm or lie anyone because everyone is myself.

Making my life better and life around me better because I awoken from the dream.

I can't die so all fears I have are joke .

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I’m confused what type of awakening you had. 
 

are you saying solipsism you imagined everyone? Are you saying like everyone is you like open individualism? Are you saying like infinity of gods everyone in their own right but once you step into theirs they become your own bubble? From your awakening you don’t make fully clear what you experienced.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Well Truth to be told in my awakening there was only me.I experienced myself as Infinity of Love ,Goodness,Intelligence .

I experienced Void which was timeless and I was there for Infinite amount of time just me alone.It was very solipsistic experience .Nothingness amd Infinity was one and the same,Inner and outter are the same.I was procecting the world from my eyes and everything is imagined.

I experienced myself as God and was really feeling it.

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@theoneandnone the same way everyone in your dream is you at night.


Sometimes it's the journey itself that teaches/ A lot about the destination not aware of/No matter how far/
How you go/How long it may last/Venture life, burn your dread

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@theoneandnone In your dreams you dream  as another person talking to you. The problems are completely created randomly but you beleive them to be real. Same happens right now. Any problem in a dream  ceases when you wake up and is seen to be completely imagined.

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How you go/How long it may last/Venture life, burn your dread

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does that mean I can jump off building rn and not die? Serious question. If you are being serious that I’m just dreaming and you are part of my mind then I’m gonna push the limits tonight.

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@theoneandnone I dunno. I only hear Sadhguru say that one who knows wouldn't test God like that. I'm not part of your dream you are part of my dream. I would say dont do it. Cause if you are not happy now you wont be happy dead. You need to figure out why you want to do it. You sound like you constantly want to kill yourself. The problems won't go away when you die as they aren't the reason you want too. They will still be there. You want to reach a state where you are happy.

 

When I died from drinking too much the state I was in in the void was the worst thing I have ever experienced and wouldn't wish it in anyone.

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How you go/How long it may last/Venture life, burn your dread

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Just now, Hojo said:

@theoneandnone I dunno. I only hear Sadhguru say that one who knows wouldn't test God like that. I'm not part of your dream you are part of my dream. I would say dont do it. Cause if you are not happy now you wont be happy dead. You need to figure out why you want to do it.

I’m not fucking playing with you goddamit if you fuckers are playing with me or this is my dream I’m fucking done with this shit I am tired of circle jerking and talking to myself. All of you are too pussy to kill yourself i am not im bout to fucking take the journey to the other side I’m tired of this dream. I’ll find out once and for all what this bullshit is all about.

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@theoneandnone I'm not pussy I did it. And it wasn't fun. You think dying is going to make you feel better when you are the one that you don't like thats why you want to kill yourself. You really want to be trapped with yourself if you hate yourself now?


Sometimes it's the journey itself that teaches/ A lot about the destination not aware of/No matter how far/
How you go/How long it may last/Venture life, burn your dread

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@theoneandnone if you are not liking life its not life you dont like yourself. You can learn to like yourself.


Sometimes it's the journey itself that teaches/ A lot about the destination not aware of/No matter how far/
How you go/How long it may last/Venture life, burn your dread

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@theoneandnone You are just going to trap yourself in a room with yourself. If you want it so much do it irl before offing yourself. Close yourself in your room for a week before doing it. Death will be much longer than a week.

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@theoneandnone its our dream. Cause I'm real and im not in your head unless you agree you are in mine.


Sometimes it's the journey itself that teaches/ A lot about the destination not aware of/No matter how far/
How you go/How long it may last/Venture life, burn your dread

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4 minutes ago, Hojo said:

@theoneandnone I'm not pussy I did it. And it wasn't fun. You think dying is going to make you feel better when you are the one that you don't like thats why you want to kill yourself. You really want to be trapped with yourself if you hate yourself now?

Hell no I don’t want to be trapped in solipsism hell no more maybe actual physical death I can find the answer I don’t mean a NDE I mean actual physical gone 

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@theoneandnone Well i cant reply to you if you keep threatening suicide because i don't want to be the one to trigger someone into suicide. If you need help you can ask.

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How you go/How long it may last/Venture life, burn your dread

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2 minutes ago, Hojo said:

@theoneandnone its our dream. Cause I'm real and im not in your head unless you agree you are in mine.

I’m not in your head I’m conscious I’m tell you all right now I fucking love this forum but I am not playing about death I’m obsessed with it. I refuse I refuse with every core or my being to accept solipsism this body mine soul etc rejects the absolute piss out of it. Solipsism gets in your skin and makes you fucking mad.

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@theoneandnone Spirituality is not a door to be rushed through to stop your suffering. its long drawn out process and its hard.


Sometimes it's the journey itself that teaches/ A lot about the destination not aware of/No matter how far/
How you go/How long it may last/Venture life, burn your dread

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@theoneandnone then get scared of the real thing death. Its way easier if you are scared of death. Solipsism is like a cake walk compared to death. Its non existent compared to death. You are rushing to the scarier option. Solipsism is great compared to death. You can literally just ignore it. You ignore it every night when you dream. You get enlightened by fear of death not fear of solipsism. I've never heard of an enlightened person who got enlightened by fear of solipsism i have heard many getting enlightened by fear of death.

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How you go/How long it may last/Venture life, burn your dread

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@theoneandnone its like you were in a void forever alone and you created this life. Now you want to end it after all that effort. You will hit the void and say whats wrong with me? I hate myself so much I couldn't even finish my dream. How heartbreaking would that be?

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Sometimes it's the journey itself that teaches/ A lot about the destination not aware of/No matter how far/
How you go/How long it may last/Venture life, burn your dread

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4 minutes ago, Hojo said:

@theoneandnone then get scared of the real thing death. Its way easier if you are scared of death. Solipsism is like a cake walk compared to death. Its non existent compared to death. You are rushing to the scarier option. Solipsism is great compared to death. You can literally just ignore it. You ignore it every night when you dream. You get enlightened by fear of death not fear of solipsism. I've never heard of an enlightened person who got enlightened by fear of solipsism i have heard many getting enlightened by fear of death.

How is death scarier than solipsism? Solipsism is the worst absolutely loneliness for eternity. What’s wrong with death or the potential of non existence that sounds like nirvana! And you trying to tell me I’m dreaming right now but you say you’re real or something? If your a real consciousness don’t play with me hojo. It’s like this…if it’s only me here I have every right to end the dream who am I gonna affect? Myself? Who gives a flying fuck 

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