Onecirrus

This work feels inescapable

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I am, and the mystery of that and the consequences of not knowing exactly what that is are inescapable, and haunt me every moment of this life. I cannot unsee the inherent suffering of self, and mind continues to shatter every shard of happiness. There is immense peace and happiness when symbolic reasoning and meaning cease, but I still don’t know what I am, and still fall pray to the habit of ego.

How does raw empty being fall for thoughts? How can awareness have symbolic reasoning? What is left of life when all the constructions are deconstructed?

I remember when I realized all meaning was fictitious and how happy that made me. I don’t even care about life purpose anymore, flying planes is just chopping wood and carrying water, like washing dishes with extra steps.

 

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Once you're in, there's no way out.

And you're always in.


 

 

 

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@OnecirrusTime to start doing whatever you want. Say from this moment forward I will do whatever I want. And then do whatever you want and whatever you are doing is what you want cause you said it so you dont feel bad about doing it.

Edited by Hojo

Sometimes it's the journey itself that teaches/ A lot about the destination not aware of/No matter how far/
How you go/How long it may last/Venture life, burn your dread

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