Yimpa

The Joy of Yimpa (JoY)

225 posts in this topic

Mom is open to announcing to all of her uber traditional family members that I am transgender, and being away from them for over 5 years was necessary for me to discover this on my own.

Hallelujah! Let's drive this point HOME!! :) 

Edited by Yimpa

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites

I’m happy that I can be honest with you 

about having romantic feelings for another. 

I enjoy that love feels so innocent to me.

its a fun giddy feeling 

and I enjoy it a lot.

I’ve only had very small conversations with this person and so part of me began to feel insane once feelings started to sprout, but the more I tried denying it the harder it became to ignore. 
 

even if it’s just a fantasy I’m okay with that. The fact that in some aspect I’ve made a friend (in my mind) is all that matters to me.  Even in this metaphorical friendship I feel as if I’ve become rich in a sense of learning, connection, and growth. 
And I just really appreciate their presence. To make the story short. lol. Sorry for the book. 

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites

Eat your heart out!

*PULLS OUT TRUMP CARD*

 

iRobot ;)

On 9/25/2025 at 6:21 PM, Beans said:

LMFAO, you tech nerd

:P xD

Edited by Yimpa

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites

He is recovering from toxic masculinity.

She is reclaiming her autonomy.

They are committed to healing as ONE!!!

Edited by Yimpa

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites
Quote

You're being too hard on yourself. -M & Beans

And y'all soften me up. Tank you. ^_^

Edited by Yimpa

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites

forgiveness-quote-15-1657125491.png.jpg

Forgiving yourself is even harder-est.

Edited by Yimpa

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites

M and I have deescalated to friendship on mutual terms.

Whew… I’m sooo glad we both knew what was needed deep down for the both of us.

We have learned so much from this, and all the lessons will carry forward in the next phase of our journeys!!

tl;dr God whooped my ass, and I said YAAAAASSS!!! Like defeating the final boss by intentionally losing. Love always wins!

Quote

This union, a battle fought and lost
This union was not about the cause
This union was never about love

Edited by Yimpa

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites

Admitting that I have abusive tendencies has been a painful pill to swallow. I need to swallow my pride and take this feedback seriously. How can I call out corruption, when I myself am also unclean? 

I am committed to righting this wrong, and I don’t want to live in this cycle of abuse any longer. 

Quote

I should burn in Hell
I should burn in Hell
But I don't deserve this
Nobody deserves this

-Geese

 

Edited by Yimpa

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites

The biggest mistake I’ve made is trusting others to support me while not trusting or supporting myself. 

I am no longer interested in aligning myself to any ideology or person(s) to save me. I need to be at peace with my own Sovereignty, and only then can I truly love unconditionally without a care in the world. 

 

Edited by Yimpa

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites

Who needs groupthink when the entire group is a reflection of my own Mind?

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites

How I behave when I lose myself to toxic environment and fall into the trap of selfishness:

LkP5POQ.jpeg

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites

I eat corruption for breakfast, lunch, AND dinner.

It's part of the processing, baby!

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites
1 minute ago, Yimpa said:

I eat corruption for breakfast, lunch, AND dinner.

It's part of the processing, baby!

Can I come over for dessert? xD:P

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites
Just now, Yimpa said:

Integrating acceptance and self-compassion is key. 

This shame in being mentally ill is eating you alive. You wouldn't blame a blind person for not being able to see, or a person without legs for not being able to walk.

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites

In addition, blaming a transgender person for being mentall ill is ableistic as fuck. You have absolutely no idea the struggles we go through on a day to day basis. Because you never had to walk in the wrong shoes your entire life. And being shamed for not being able to walk proper in the shoes you're expected to wear.

Did you really expect us to be gay/happy for that?

Edited by Yimpa

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites

No no Joy, I came here for dessert!

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites
1 minute ago, Beans said:

No no Joy, I came here for dessert!

:)

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites

The deescalation with M has also opened more doors that couldn't have been possible otherwise.

Now, we can invest our time and resources into planning @Beans psychedelic trip. They have little to no experience in that realm, but now they are really curious about it. Compared to a year ago, when I mentioned it, and they were super hesitant. 

Good!

Edited by Yimpa

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites

Create an account or sign in to comment

You need to be a member in order to leave a comment

Create an account

Sign up for a new account in our community. It's easy!


Register a new account

Sign in

Already have an account? Sign in here.


Sign In Now