is it possible to integrate solipsism without 5mao?

[pausona]

Leo, i love you. i havent been able to awaken to feel the true solipsism, but the synchronicities are driving me insane. i feel like everyone has their own solipsistic universe so they can grow and reach enlightenment states. So there is Leo's universe where i'm unconscious and this universe where only i am conscious and hallucinating 8billion people? but your content gets transferred to my universe ? so its infinite solipsistic universes rendering in the vast void of creativity and experience? Do i have a free will in my universe or is it all arranged by subconscious mind? Do we live out perfect lives and then forget it all? can 5mao cause remembrances of our past existences? When i get impulses to do anything illegal and the world catches me, did I subconsciously want to be coughed or  am i being tortured for bad karma of previous lives? How do you interact with people when you know you are in solipsism? What experiments do you make and how do you get rid of fear? Do you have any pro tips what to do and how to behave socially? 

P.S. have you heard of tulpamancy? isnt it fascinating?

[Hojo]

@pausonaInteresting you are a tulpa you created.

[caspex]

I don't think you need to think that much about it. Solipsism in the sense Leo said, iirc, is about stuff being made up as you go. Since you don't exist, it's wrong to attribute this creation to your finite self, because that's only a part of the creation. When observed carefully, there's only this creation, which has to be 'you' because there's nothing else (not like there could be). I mean, there's an innate sense that the entirety of existence is you, which arises sometime after dissolving the self.

But the story, regardless of seeing everything as yourself, continues of an existence beyond this right here. I think such solipsism arises when you completely let go all stories, and be the truth that has always been here. When you feel this state, after having already realized everything as yourself, it combines to form this sense of 'Completeness'. At least that's what I can gather.

There's no controller, and there's no logic outside the logic that is already a part of the existence. The why to how things are is how things are.

The reason I say all this is because when we focus on such truth, we focus on letting go of stories we're so fond of holding onto. So when you worry about those questions you asked in the post, you're creating more stories which defeats the purpose.

'Different Solipsistic Universes' 'Vast Void of creativity' 'Subconscious' Hear yourself, aren't these all just more stories?

What you're asking feels like practical insights as to how to not go mad and berserk once you're in solipsism, but that doesn't happen in the first place. 

[ivankiss]

There is a way. Stop being so gay for Leo.

 

Edited September 29 by ivankiss

[theoneandnone]

On 9/17/2025 at 9:01 AM, pausona said:

Leo, i love you. i havent been able to awaken to feel the true solipsism, but the synchronicities are driving me insane. i feel like everyone has their own solipsistic universe so they can grow and reach enlightenment states. So there is Leo's universe where i'm unconscious and this universe where only i am conscious and hallucinating 8billion people? but your content gets transferred to my universe ? so its infinite solipsistic universes rendering in the vast void of creativity and experience? Do i have a free will in my universe or is it all arranged by subconscious mind? Do we live out perfect lives and then forget it all? can 5mao cause remembrances of our past existences? When i get impulses to do anything illegal and the world catches me, did I subconsciously want to be coughed or  am i being tortured for bad karma of previous lives? How do you interact with people when you know you are in solipsism? What experiments do you make and how do you get rid of fear? Do you have any pro tips what to do and how to behave socially? 

P.S. have you heard of tulpamancy? isnt it fascinating?

The synchronicity has been insane for me too driving me to a more solipsist outlook.  I like to play pretend with this dream I can see that my nightly dreams how powerful I am what a isolating existence but fuck am I beautiful.

Edited October 6 by theoneandnone