Understanding God

[Mayonnaise]

Why do you think God is the way it is?

Edited Wednesday at 06:50 PM by Mayonnaise

[Someone here]

Infinity is not endless time backwards and forwards. Infinity is no time at all . I like to call These important questions "impossible questions ".Although I'm sure Leo has videos about all of these things you mentioned. 

Only nothing will do .anything you say or I say is relative and partial even if we discussed it till next weekend. 

Edited Wednesday at 06:54 PM by Someone here

[Mayonnaise]

yeah i agree with you. Just the idea of trying to wrap a human mind around it is exhausting. There's no way to fully grasp and then explain without diluting it to some degree because all things are contained within it

[Someone here]

@Mayonnaise lol why did you edit? It was a deep inquiry 😂 

[Mayonnaise]

lol idk i felt kind of dumb. I saved it so i'll post it again

Original post: 

I already know that the natural unfolding of God is imagining "expansion" (including all the change,etc.) for eternity. Everything that has ever came into imagination by it of this world, the universe, other universes, other dimensions, other minds, alien minds, the mind of an ant, human, tree, planet, mailbox in another dimension etc. (you get the point, everything) Really anything thats imagined by the "essence" to "exist" or "be" and all the layers embedded within all of it. I know its all coming from the same thing and human interpretation is whats coloring it in to be understood by a human lens and separating and categorizing things.

But if you take it all away, then what are you left with? Void? nothing? possibility? The substrate of a mind that imagines things and realities? But what is the substrate of God?

I'm still trying to understand "Why?" Why does it exist? why is there what it is and not other? or is that just being imagined by human mind? Why when i stare at my hands, why is that being imagined there by me? by god? If God is infinity, what is infinity encapsulated by? nothing? the things that are being imagined from it? If you take away all the imagination of god, everything in all forms/dimensions,etc., and you are left with nothing being imagined. what is that thing doing the imagining of all the things? And is that thing being imagined?

No matter the content of what it imagines or the structure of how it unfolds, I want to know what that "vessel" or "essence" is . What is doing the imagining? where is "all things ever" spawning from? If you imagine an ever unfolding expansion of all things, including the infinite sea of things i am not aware of, what is doing the imagining and why is it doing it? Like why is the function of god to imagine infinity? Try to imagine the start of all imagination. If there is truly no end and no beginning to the imagination, then wtf is this thing and why is it? Why is the function of God to imagine things to infinity?

Try to put yourself in Gods shoes. Where does it originate from? Why is it like that?

I cannot get myself past the questions of why and where it comes from.  where (where it started, how it started, if it even started at all, etc.) and then the "why". 

Someones answer might be "love, or for consciousness to become more intelligent, etc." 

But why? how do you even know that? How do you know youre not just trying to put something into human language to try and define it in a way you understand?

If you took away everything and were just left with the void of nothingness, just pure god, not imagining anything. how can that actually be nothing if that same thing is whats spawning and birthing the imagination of everything? Like what is "that thing" thats doing it all? where did it come from, why is it?

I hope I don't sound silly, I am genuinely just trying to grasp something that appears to be ungraspable. I'm trying to define it or understand it without diluting it just so I "can" understand it. I don't want my human experience diluting the truth of what it really is just so i can understand it.