How do I realize I am imagining everything?

[Yeah Yeah]

Non-existent dust in a form hallucinating itself as a suffering blip in the interim of birth and then the graveyard 

[Malekakisioannis]

@Yeah Yeah  it seems that you are preoccupied with some thoughts about yourself as a human being. These thoughts present yourself as a horrible being whose only condemnation is decay and death. I don't know you as you do, but I know myself and because of that I know what effects thoughts, let alone thoughts of this kind, have on my life. I haven't had the misfortune to feel that way about my life, I admit it, and I could never imagine talking about myself that way. It makes me feel bad to see someone talking about their life and themselves that way. I can't believe what you must have experienced to perceive your existence like this. No, existence is not only light and I know that, but at the end of the day I experience love, if the price is eternal torture, then love is worth it. I hope that someday you feel that way too. We don't know each other but I want you to know that I love you, not as the person you are because I have no idea what kind of person you are, but because you exist like me, you are ignorant like me, you are suffering like me. love yourself a little too, you deserve it.

[samijiben]

It seems like you're asking a question that is grounded on the presumably uncognized assumption that psychedelics have something to offer that is not immanent. 

[Malekakisioannis]

@samijiben  it seems that what you say is grounded on the presumably uncognized assumption that psychedelics are not immanent to you.

[samijiben]

9 hours ago, Malekakisioannis said:

@samijiben  it seems that what you say is grounded on the presumably uncognized assumption that psychedelics are not immanent to you.

That's right, my plugs are all lost or locked up. I ain't got a source at the moment. Living in scarcity.

[Malekakisioannis]

@samijiben 😂