schizoaffective schizophrenia and their interplay with personal development

[saif2]

I think it would be useful to talk about these disorders and their treatment from a personal and spiritual development standpoint. 

Question

Do you think these disorders manifest from core psychological and spiritual issues that one can become conscious of and work through, Or are they more elusive coming from genetics and imbalances in brain chemistry? (This question is for those of you who suffer from mental health issues and for psychiatrists who have experience in dealing with this type of psychological manifestations.)

My Background and the Issue that I am facing

The issue that I am facing is that I am on an anti-psychotic medication and I suspect that it acts as a suppressant to reality and consciousness. I have been stable for the past two and a half years, and the last lack of stability came from traumatic events that I had and myself trying to work through those traumatic events. The driving force I think behind my mental breakdown 5 years ago or so came from a specific trauma that I was struggling with, and that I think that through the course of time I have worked through a great deal. However this goes against the talk of most psychiatrists that I met mentioning that this is a chronic disorder and it is currently dormant and under control. The psychiatrist community seem to have biases and most psychiatrists I dealt with are lacking in understanding of the human potential, and I cannot find a psychiatrist who does understand human potential.

I am hoping for a discussion to share experiences, insights and resources about these issues

Edited June 18 by saif2

[Hojo]

All of them  are curable psychiatrist are schizophrenic themselves and don't know it. Imo is just a chat gpt of mind gone rogue. Its really hard to notice because we are not taught and are lied too about ourselves. You have a chat gpt in your mind created by school forcing you to read silently in your mind. You shit talk yourself constantly because society sucks then get into weird thoughts like paranoia and stuff. Then this chat gpt mechanism starts attacking you everywhere you go and you think you are doing it but you aren't. You are feeding it information not it. You can practice not listening to it ever and you will be safe.

[Keryo Koffa]

 

[saif2]

@Keryo Koffa Yeah I resonate with this. The question for me is how deep does the rabbit hole goes.

 

@Hojo Thank you that is deep, I do see it now to some extent, and it does make sense that shit talking relates to paranoia and weird thoughts. Something opened up thanks Hojo.

[Keryo Koffa]

1 hour ago, saif2 said:

@Keryo Koffa Yeah I resonate with this. The question for me is how deep does the rabbit hole goes.

Watch Thunderbolts*, should be deep enough. 
You can always follow my Holofractal Blogs and Trippy Resonances etc. & try Leo's Absolute Solipsism

Edited June 19 by Keryo Koffa