I write this a few weeks ago. Idk .

[Sabth]

I'm sick and tired of being watched or invaded by those closest to me. Incest like. Because in real life years ago what used to be is that we're very much pro. Like having the finest boundaries if you would say. Now its incest like and its too bad. Imagine if your sister and your brother in law is watching your phone galleries. I wouldnt even sent a selfie to my bro or fam back then. Only to mom or sister or friends. 

 

And it was really toxic. Not the above to fam. If i were to watch an interest it wouldnt be a fam. It would be someone whom i can marry. A distant people. Someone whom i am actually attracted to and are eligible to have sex with or marry. Someone like me. But what happened was , it was too fucked up. They wanna create their own celebrity when there's plenty out there but they want their own people or race. Its so fucked up. Because they would say the world famous thing out there cant be seen but they would their own people. Me. When i am not a public figure or anybody. A private individual. Im not an artist. 

 

So they said its a sin to watch non muslim artist but in the background they would watch me . In illegal way. Idk how they do it but they would react exactly like they see me. It was too fucked up. Every words that i write public or offline or whatever to the point that i have to stop. But i cant or i will kill myself. 

It only happened when we become distant. And LEO WILL FUCKING DELETE ALL MY LATEST POST . Idc actually. Fuck it. But I got a feeling not only a feeling its true every taken down words of mine will be uploaded or used somewhere. In other words they kill me and take the credit of my words and say that its their word. They take down my word and then use it for themselves. Whatevr im in right now. But i hadnt went out of my house for a lonng time. So i wanna fuck it all together. And move somewhere where the house is mine. Not far. Still in my city but not here. Cut it off completely because they liked to play the role of me. A sixty year old become a twenty seven. A thirty year old or whatever. But imagine having taken my roles . And the thing is they had to kill me in order to do that. Thats their whole mindset like there is no other opportunity. Like not at all individualistic but had to take from others. Scarcity. Like had to take a hold of something. Like my mond back then are expansive. Everything is unlimited. Forever expansion and experimental. I can do whatever i want. 

It was from one person and then to everything and then stupified. Remember the ones i write a long time ago? They want to make it me. 

 

The ones that coming to news and i write about it. Like people changing their partners with each other and things going rampant. It happened to me. In a bad way. Because they read (idk how they know this is me as far as i remember i hadnt make myself known exactly so unless they did something behind the door or illegal , this account is still anonymous. They had vengeance. Idk. Like i cant even write something on a small forum lol leisurely. Who are those people? And i hadnt even write my country in it. 

And no it was pretty bad. The worst. 

 

 

 

June 10th 2025 | No one